Never Let You Go

Still an outsider

At hospital, under Doctor's supervision, Naina slept peacefully whole night with medicines effects... she woke up next day feeling better than earlier... Bela was there to take care of her... being a working day Preeti didn't get time to come again and meet her personally but she ensures to call her twice and chatted with her for long time to keep her mood up...

Sameer also didn't turn back after last night... though he promised to get her discharge but later denied making her more restless... Bela informed that he instructed her to stay in hospital... he will personally come to pick her up by evening for discharge... he seems to be busy in dealing something very important...

Naina spent whole day with Bela, as she always like her company and feels more relaxed that she should not have to face him after knowing what all happened between them.... it seems normal for a married couple but are they really in a normal relation?

No... a mere thought of their separation in few months keep haunting her thoughts... she has no way to solve this issue... she wants this baby at all cost and Sameer will not accept it at any cost... so no chance of their togetherness... but time again the way Sameer is protecting her, saving her making it more confusing for her... she has no such feelings for Sameer, but cannot deny her appreciation for all his support and efforts...

Seeing Naina lost, Bela asked, "are you missing Sameer... mujhe pata hai aise waqt mein sirf koi apna hi aapko sambhal sakta hai... par shayad aaj voh busy hai... tum chinta mat karo, voh aa jaayega shaam tak... usase bhi nahin ruka ja raha hoga tumhare bina... usaki aankhon ki takleef dekhi thi maine jab tum behosh thi... ek pal bhi chen nahin tha usey... subah se kitni baar phone kar chuka hai Doctor ko..."

Naina leaving her pain aside, smiled, "aap ho na mere paas... aap bhi toh mera apno ki tarah khayal rakhte ho... jaise ek Maa apne bachche ka... jab aap paas hote ho toh kisi aur ki jarurat mehsoos hi nahin hoti..." she doesn't want her to show her pain of missing his presence as she knows the truth of their relation and accept it... even if he called Doctor several times but never bother to talk to her even once... why will he when he doesn't have any such feelings for her?

Bela caressed her head lovingly, "toh ek Maa ki baat bhi maano... ab tum akeli nahin ho beta... mujhe nahin pata ki baat kya hai par itna kah sakti hun ki tum bohot takleef mein ho... par sambhalo apne aap ko... iss bachche ke liye... shayad har problem ka solution na ho par iske liye tumhein jeena padega aur iski sehat ke liye khush bhi rehna padega..."

Naina understood her concern and advice and nodded her head, "aap theek kehti ho... mein aane wala waqt aur apni kismat badal nahin sakti par ab maine apne halaaton se samjhauta kar liya hai... mein apna dhyaan rakhungi... pakka..." she said with a sweet smile on her face...

Bela smiled on her assurance, "mujhe tumse yahi ummid hai... yaad rakhna Maa banana har ladki ki zindagi ka sabse khubsurat pal hota hai... ek nay zindagi ko apne andar mehsoos karne se bada such koi nahin... par iske saath yeh khushiyaan ek jimmedari bhi laati hai... mat bhulna ab har pal ek nayi zindagi tumhare saath jud gayi hai... tum kya khaaogi, kya karoge, kya sochogi sabka asar iss par padega..."

Naina nodded her head in understanding keeping her hand softly on her flat tummy, getting a feel of new life blossoming inside... Bela smiled caressing her head, "Naina, mein do mahine ke liye baahar ja rahi hoon... shayad phone par baat bhi na ho sake, par mujhe tumhari bohot yaad aayegi... kabhi apne aap ko akela mat samjhna... kal Sameer ko bhi maine yahi samjhaya tha aur aaj tumse bhi kah rahi hoon ki tum donon ko apne aap se upar iss bachche ko rakhna hai... iski zindagi tumhare haathon mein hai... dhyaan rakhna..."

Bela was still worried for them as they both doesn't have any elder who can take care of them and advise what has to be done during this phase... she tried her best to advise what good or not to Naina... after having her lunch together, Bela asked Naina to rested for some time...