Never Let You Go

Parchhayi

Nanu after spending some more endearing family moments laughing, making joke of each other, left outside on context of some work leaving the love birds alone...

Sameer seeing her smiling whole heartedly feels relaxed... finally his plan and all efforts worked well to get her back to her self-one... he was glad knowing how much Naina persists Nanu to forgive him even when he was the one who always tortured her and make her cry... but somewhere feel more guilty on his earlier actions when he was wishing to let her go away from him... even if it was more for her happiness but whatever he has done has no explanation now... she was innocent and nowhere was on fault but bear all his rudeness and wrong doings...

Seeing him so lost Naina jerked asking, "ab aap itane pareshaan kyun ho... ab toh Nanu ne bhi aapko maaf kar diya na..."

Sameer looked at her cute innocent face who was happy for him, "Nanu ki maafi se jo galtiyaan maine ki voh toh kam nahin ho jaati na... mujhe maloom hai tumne Nanu ko nahin batay hoga ki maine tumhein kitne dukh diye hai... maine jo bhi tumhare saath kiya, tumhein rulaya, bina tumhari baat sune tumhein punish kiya, voh kisi bhi lihaaz se maafi ke laayak nahin... aaj mein kuchh bhi karoon par yeh gunaah jo mein kar chuka hon uska pachhtava mujhe zindagi bhar rahega... tumhara dil bohot bada hai lekin mere gunaah maafi ke laayak nahin"

आज मैंने खुद से एक वादा किया है,
माफ़ी मांगूंगा तुझसे तुझे रुसवा किया है,
हर मोड़ पर रहूँगा मैं तेरे साथ साथ,
अनजाने में मैंने तुझको बहुत दर्द दिया है।

Naina was astonished seeing him still in so much guilt for his rude behavior towards her... their relation has changed with time and she almost forget everything... she tried to consol him, "mein maanti hoon aapne jo kiya voh nahin karna chahiye tha lekin us mein saari galti aapki bhi nahin thi... jin haalaton mein hamari shaadi huyi, jaise mujhe yeh tak nahin pata tha ki aapka naam kya hai, aise mein mujh par shaq karna normal tha... kaun yakeen karega ki aaj ke zamane mein koi bhi ladki bina naam jaane, pehchane kisi anjaan se yun achanak shaadi ke liye raazi ho jaayegi..."

Her eyes got wet saying, "maine bhi shuru mein sirf apna beti hone ka farz nibhaya aur aapse sach chhupaya... yahaan tak ki aapse meri pehli shaadi bhi chhupayi gayi thi... jab har taraf se jhuth aur dhokha mile toh kisi par bharosa karna namumkin hai... lekin phir bhi waqt padne par aapne mera saath diya, mujhe galat sahi ki pehchaan karayi... infact aapne toh hamesha mujhe roka tha galat karne se..." she recalled how initially she was having blind trust on her fake parents and childhood friend who always mislead her...

Sameer wiping her tears said, "lekin tumne toh mujhse kabhi koi jhuth nahin bola tha... aur maine auron ki galtiyon ki saza tumhein di..."

Naina, "lekin sach chhupaya toh mere apno ne hi tha na aur na chahte huye bhi mein unke iss gunaah mein hissedaar thi... jo halaaton ne hamare saath kiya uske liye ek dusre ko ilzaam dena galat hoga na... aur maine toh kabhi aapse iss jhuth ke liye maafi bhi nahin maangi... dhokha toh aapko bhi mila tha na mujhse aur mere pariwaar se... jab dil donon ka dukha ho toh maafi koi ek kyun maange..." she realize it's always Sameer who apologize her earlier also but never blamed her for anything... he was also deceived by her family and hurt his feelings...

Sameer smiled seeing her so selfless and innocent, "lekin phir bhi Naina, mein nahin chahta ki tum iss gunaah ke liye mujhe kabhi bhi maaf karo... aane wala kal hamari purani galtiyon ko kam nahin kar sakta... mein chahta hoon yeh guilt mujh mein hamesha rahe aur zindagi bhar mein iske liye pachhtaau... tumhare aansuon ka bojh mujhe hamesha yaad dilayega ki maine tumhare saath kitna galat kiya tha jo sirf ek sorry kehne se theek nahin hoga... mera yahi guilt zindagi mein mujhe kabhi yeh gunaah dobara nahin karne dega..."