Onyx Eyes (A Sasuke Uchiha Story)

49: Why?

“What do you want?” I hissed. I was still mad, and I was cranky because of my throat. It was better, yeah, but still. He screwed my throat up.

He walked over and sat in front of me, the rope tied to him allowed him to. “You trained with Itachi?” he questioned.

I let out a sigh. “Yes, he helped with my genjutsu.” I replied.

“Then fight me, I want to see who’s stronger.” Sasuke growled. I let out a chuckle.

“We did fight. And I won.”

His eyes hardened. “That was cheap, though.”

“You kicked me in the throat!” I exclaimed.

“That was smart. It stopped you from talking.” Sasuke said, then smirked.

“Why?” I asked. “Why?!”

He raised an eyebrow at me. “Why what?”

“Why are you such an ass to me? What did I ever do to you?” I asked, more like hissed.

He sighed. “Because of you, I thought of not killing my brother.” he muttered.

My eyes widened. “Excuse me?” I asked.

He chuckled. “I was such a fool as a kid, then Kabuto when I went to Orochimaru made me start to hate you. He told me things about you.” he replied, then gave me a mean glare.

“What things are we talking about?” I asked, I had no secrets.

“That you cheated on me with Naruto.” he said, then looked away.

My face was at first expressionless. Then, I couldn’t help it and started to laugh. He raised his eyebrow at me, I was rolling on the floor laughing. I was trying not to be so loud, since me and Sasuke were the only ones awake.

“Are you serious?” I asked, rolling my eyes. “Wow, Sasuke.”

“Other things, too.” Sasuke snapped, pissed that I was just laughing at him.

“Like what?” I asked. “Enlighten me.” I added, smirking. His eyes squinted meanly for a second, then he sighed.

“That you dated that guy from the Akatsuki, the ripped, tall dude with a big scythe.” Sasuke muttered.

“I did not date him.” I said, then shook my head. “We were on the same team though. We did become good friends. He’s awesome.” I said, then realized how he described Hidan. He described him like he was jealous. I started grinning like Spongebob when he found out Squidward liked Krabby Patties.

“What?” he scoffed.

“You’re jealous.....” I sang, he sighed, frustrated.

“No, I used to be. I don’t like you anymore.” Sasuke said.

“Uh huh. That’s why you complimented my looks when you first saw me.” I replied, putting my hands behind my back and leaning back on a tree, one leg propped up and the other leg over it. I tilted my head at him. “You also called me a bitch, but I guess you were just being feisty, no?” I said, then winked. I was kidding, though.

“I’m concentrated on only revenge. I don’t want anyone.” he replied. “I even rejected all the girls Kabuto and Orochimaru tried throwing at me.” he replied.

“What did they expect you to do with them?” I asked. “You’re a horrible boyfriend.” I hoped that one hurt him.

He scoffed. “They wanted me to have sex, you know. Take away all my stress.” he replied. “But the only girl I have been with was you.”

“Yeah, you told me you wouldn’t hurt me. Then, you insulted me and left. You made me thinking I was useless. You made me different. You could ask anyone, I was a bitch for the longest time. I probably still am.” I replied, my eyes harsh. “You were the only reason I cried. I told you that, and you told me I was weak. You probably never shed a tear for me.”

“How do you know that?” he snapped, then scoffed. “It was a bad idea trying to talk to you. Bye.” he growled, getting up and walking to the isolated place he was last time.

Did he cry for my absence?

Every time I thought about how he felt that I was gone, I thought of the song Missing by Evanescence.

“You won’t cry for my absence, I know -

You forgot me long ago.

Am I that unimportant...?

Am I so insignificant...?

Isn’t something missing?

Isn’t someone missing me?”

There were many songs that reminded me of him. Like Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park. This one part that totally described him.

“Pink cards and flowers on your window

Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple

Sometimes goodbye's the only way.”

That boy caused me so much thoughts, he caused me so much pain. How dare he think I would talk to him and be nice? I did try, but he screwed that chance up.

I sighed, then drifted off into sleep. Thoughts drifted through my head.

I wasn’t going to forgive him that easily. Not that he would want me, anyways.

Who would?

This thought caused me to nearly cry. Usually, guys didn’t want a full term relationship with me. Just a one night stand. If it was a long term relationship, it was to show me off.

I never gave those guys the satisfaction of using me.