Onyx Eyes (A Sasuke Uchiha Story)

89: Mine

My eyes fluttered open, a light shining on me. I groaned and covered my eyes, which hadn’t adjusted to the luminous morning scene. My fingers were touching something warm, bare. I raised my eyebrow questioningly, looking down to see Sasuke. I was about to yelp in shock, when I remembered he was mine, and we were together once more. He looked exhausted, his hair a mess, mismatched in different directions, but somehow still framing his beautiful face. His eyes were closed, his expression relaxed. His lips were slightly parted, his lips moving slightly every now and then. His chest was rising and falling steadily with every breath he took. The sun hit him in a way that I could see his clear, smooth face. He was so beautiful. 
After a moment, I took a breath, realizing I had stopped when I had seen him. I smiled softly at the young man who was now mine.
Mine.
That word didn’t click right in my head, for I was weary. He could leave at any moment. I couldn’t completely fall for him again. I knew if I did, it would only bring that unbearable pain back if he left. I couldn’t go through that again. I wish Sasuke would know that, but if he did, he’d use it against me if he left. I can’t go trusting him fully just yet.
His eyes fluttered open, his eyes landing on me. He smiled.
“Hey sweetie.” he murmured, my heart fluttered. A thought hit me. I had agreed to have his kids. 
I tensed up. Could I trust him to be there for the kids, or even for me?
He noticed my body go rigid. “What did I do?” he asked.
“N-nothing....Thinking.” I stammered, tapping my temple. I wish I would have pressed it hard enough to knock me out, it would have gotten me out of this situation. And if I wasn’t careful enough, I’d kill myself like that.
“Tell me what you’re thinking about.” his eyes were hard, he knew I was thinking of something. I wondered what he thought my thoughts were focused on.
Well, I guess it wouldn’t hurt to tell. Well, it wouldn’t hurt THAT bad....
“I don’t know whether or not I should trust you, I don’t know if you’re leaving.....” I hesitated to mention the kid part.
“What else?” he snapped. I nearly flinched, but was able to control my actions.
“That’s it.” I lied.
He was silent for a moment. He let out a sigh. “I don’t know if I should be mad. You shouldn’t be able to trust me.” he murmured. “But now that I really do want to be with you.....I mean, you should take me back.”
My ears perked up at his words, I snapped my head up and sat up. My actions startled him, he wasn’t expecting that. 
“I should take you back?” I snapped. “Look, you left me broken hearted. Twice. And now that you come back this time, you’re like “oh this is for sure, you should trust me again”. Well, after a while I learn from my mistakes. I don’t know if you’re ever going to leave again, I’m not psychic. I can’t predict your actions, you’re unpredictable. If you want to show me you’re going to stay, then STAY. I’m not going to automatically take you back!” 
He was taken back, but shook it off. “Fine.” he muttered.
It was silent for a moment.
“You’re mad.” I pointed out.
“Noooo!” he said sarcastically, rolling his eyes. I bit my lip.
I lay back on him, sighing. “Sorry.” I said, bitterly. “Even though you know what you made me go through.”
Sasuke was silent. He knew I was right. He wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer. He kissed my lips softly.
“You’re right....I’m sorry....” he sighed. “It’s the drugs.”
I smirked, I started laughing. He grinned at me. “I knew it!” I chirped.
“Oh shut up.” he chuckled. “Don’t push it.”
I smirked, the smirk he does. He frowned. I frowned how he frowned.
“How the hell do you do that?” he questioned, sighing.
“Because I’m awesome.” he gave me a look. “And because you’re easy to copy.”
“And cause, your like, easy to copy. Ohmigosh!” he said in a girly voice. I started cracking up, I fell off the bed. 
“You.....Actually.....Sounded......LIKE A CHICK!” I started laughing even harder. After a moment, my sides hurt.
He swung over so he was looking down at me on the floor. He raised an eyebrow at me, causing me to laugh even harder. Tears were starting to form in the corners of my eyes. I hadn’t laughed this hard in a long time.
After a moment, I regained myself. My stomach felt sore. I got up, and smiled at Sasuke. He shook his head.
“You’re weird.”
“That’s why you love me, baby.”
“You’re different.”
“Because I’m happy.”
He looked over to me, kissing my forehead.
I kissed him, he smirked. Our lips moved in sync, his hand rubbing my back, I moved so I was on top of him, my thighs at the sides of his. My hand ran through his silky hair, he licked my bottom lip for entrance. I didn’t allow it, my hand stroking his arm. He quickly reached down to my neck, and bit a certain spot. I let out a gasp, he knew exactly where my soft spot was. He took the opportunity, coming back up to reattach his lips to mine. He slipped his tongue in my open mouth, running it against the tip of my tongue. I shuddered, it tickled. Our tongues fought for dominance, his hands were gripping my hips now. He started moving my hips down so they touched his.
I knew what was happening, so I quickly pulled back.
“No.” I said firmly. “Not here, not now.” I sat up, my breath uneven. He composed himself.
He nodded, then didn’t say anything else.