Onyx Eyes (A Sasuke Uchiha Story)

71: Her Thoughts

~~Sasuke’s point of view~~
“Sasuke.” 
I looked up. “Hm?” I asked, I was right next to Fubuki, as usual. For the last three days, she was here. So was I.
“Do you want to see in her mind?” Elretta asked, sitting next to me. I hesitated.
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Do you want to see her point of view?” Elretta asked.
I was confused. I didn’t respond, my face emotionless.
“You can see her thoughts in her head.” Elretta replied, rolling her eyes. “I swear, some of you Uchihas are so blank.” 
This caught my attention. “What?” I asked, flustered.
“I fought your brother, barely got away. I knocked him out for like two seconds, and I took that opportunity to leave. He’s a dick.” she replied, I knew she never talked like that, she was obviously pissed.
“I know.” I replied, annoyed. I hated Itachi being brought up. Elretta ignored the tone of my voice, and touched Fubuki’s head. She touched my hand, I pulled it back. She sighed.
“I am not trying to hit on you, you are my sibling’s boyfriend. I’m making it so you can see what Fubuki thinks.” she said, calmly. I put my hand back, she touched it.
She murmured words I couldn’t understand, I was about to ask what jutsu it was, until my vision changed.
I saw Fubuki, she was sitting down in a grassy field. Her ninja gear was gone, she was in a yellow sun dress. Funny, I remember her saying dresses weren’t her thing. She’d wear them, but she wasn’t fully comfortable with them.
She looked up at the sky, the sun on her clear, beautiful face. Her eyes glimmered, I saw a hint of sadness though.
“Sasuke....” she whispered in the air.
She didn’t know I was in her thoughts. I couldn’t let her know, I couldn’t touch her or anything. This was her mind, she could pick what happened.
“You know what you did to me?” she whispered, a tear rolling down her cheek. “You put me through so much stress. When you told me you loved me for the first time, I believed you. I loved you as well. We shared the same experience, we were the same. But then you had to leave. Why? Why couldn’t you stay with me, you’d be as strong here than with that bastard.” she was calm while saying this, though I saw the emotion in her eyes change. “You could have told me you’d be back, and that finding you wasn’t going to be necessary. You didn’t have to hurt my feelings, and leave me with a broken heart.”
She stood up, her fists clenched.
“But no, you insulted me! I left, and got captured by the Akatsuki. Who came to find me, huh? Who?! No one, no one tried. I didn’t think of it until now, but you could have helped me! I know Orochimaru was part of the Akatsuki, so he knows what goes on. You were his little pet, so he obviously told you. And what did you do? Nothing.” she started pacing around slowly, her feet leaving imprints in the grass. “I spent two years in the Akatsuki, two fucking years. I had changed emotions, I got beaten so hard I thought my bones would crack. I ate shit (not literally, people) from being slammed into the dirty forest floor. I was toughened up by force. I went through so much. Then, I came back to Konoha. And my mission to enter? To find your sorry ass! And what did you do? You reopened the poorly stitched, still painful scar in my heart. You hurt me bad!” she looked up in the sky and threw her hands out. “Am I beat up enough now?! Huh, Sasuke?! Are you happy with what you made me?! Are you happy?!” she was shrieking. My eyes widened in shock at every word she had spoken.
The scene changed, it was Fubuki sitting on my bed in my house. She was plucking the petals off a rose. I wasn’t home, I was gone.
“He loves me, he loves me not....” she whispered softly. There was one petal left. She plucked it and sighed. “He loves me.” she said, her eyes closed. She leant back, her eyes closed. Then, her eyes snapped open. She looked down at the fallen rose petals. “Yeah right.” she got up and walked out of the room.
It changed to her, she was in my arms, this was recent.
“She was talking, but her lips weren’t moving. They were her thoughts.
“I love him so much, can I forgive him?” she sat up and looked at me.
“What?” the other me asked, looking up at her. I remembered this. I was so irritated at her for getting up, I was about to fall asleep. I don’t know why I was so pissed off, though.
She shook her head and lay back down on the other me. She fell asleep in my arms.
“We’ll see.” was her last thought.
I snapped back to reality, I collapsed on the floor. I kept a glare at it.
I was so pissed.
“Damnit. Tch.” I said, shaking my head. “Damn!!!” 
Elretta was eating cake, sitting on the other side of the room. She sighed. “The truth hurts.”
“Why did you show me?!” I screamed, getting up. I held a glare on my face.
She stood up, walking over to me. She wiped her hands. She walked until she was right in front of me.
“Hurt my sister, and you’ll experience the pain she does.” Elretta whispered, eyes wicked.
It nearly scared me, until I realized something. I smirked.
“It would hurt her if you hurt me.”
Elretta was silent for a moment, yet her expression wasn’t thoughtful.
“You never know.” she replied, she walked to the door. Her back was to me.
“She could change her mind about you.” she whispered, and left.