Dear Diary | Chacha

Alone

  ~Chapter 4~
ALONE

Chases POV:

Dear diary,
Maybe it was stupid to stand up for Charli like that and maybe I shouldn't have done it but I couldn't stand there and watch everyone laugh at her. I know everyone thought it was funny and they probably all through they were laughing with her but she wasn't laughing? She obviously felt uncomfortable, if I were her I wouldn't think it's funny. Maybe she did think it was funny or maybe she didn't but I don't regret what I said because I was just standing up for what I thought was right.

As I was walking down the street to get back I heard a car honk at me

Nope. I'm not getting in. I'm walking.

Justin: "Chase please get in the car, you aren't gonna walk home"

I will.

Justin: "I apologized to Charli, she's fine"

I looked behind me and she was in the front seat of the car.

Justin: "I'm sorry okay? I didn't mean to be like that."

Fine. Il get in. But only because I don't wanna walk like an hour to get home.

I walked to the car and got in the back seat

Chase: "how's everyone else getting home?"
Justin: "They'll figure it out"

Oh.

I looked at Justin and he put his hand on Charli's leg.

I gotta bring myself back to reality. Justin is with Charli and I will never get to be with Charli. I know Justin loves her and she loves Justin, doesn't matter if I like it or not, she's taken.

If I wanna continue to be friends with her, I got get myself into reality and out of this fantasy I have about her.

We soon arrived at Charlis house

Justin: "oh uh Chase could you walk back from here?"

I don't even know where we are?

Chase: "why can't you just take me after you drop off Charli?"

He looked at me and smirked

Chase: "oh."

I think I know what the smirk means.

He got out of the car leaving only Charli and I in the car for a few seconds

She looked at me

Charli: "thanks for saying that back over there. You're different than all of them,
If I'm being honest. I think your better off without them"

I smiled

Chase: "but so are you? You don't have to be friends with all them? Why can't you just leave them?"
Charli: "the same reason you can't leave them. I have no one else"

She got out of the car

I guess she's right... I have no one else to hang out with.
Don't get me wrong... I like Justin of course, he's my best friend. But he isn't a very good person.

I got out of the car and started walking in a random direction. I have no idea where this is so I guess I'm just gonna have to guess where I'm going.

Charlis POV:
I appreciate Chase standing up for me, all Justin's friends always slut shame me for Made up rumours. It's not just Justin's friends it's mine too. The rumours aren't true and I've told Justin that so many times, he says he believes me yet whenever one of his friends jokes about it he never defends me. I've never had someone defend me before...