~Chapter 91~
TRUST ISSUESCharlis POV:
Excuse me-
No no no no. This isn't happening again. One thing I've learned from the past is that this, this right here is a red flag.I am 17. I am not moving in with anyone. I am not having a baby. I am not getting married. What ever happened to normal dating? Why can't we just do that?
Does he really wanna ruin his life for a girl he's been with for 1 month? Before Justin and Chase, I would have believed that. But now I got trust issues. People tell me one thing but they mean another.
I'm never gonna trust that a person is willing to make a commitment to me. I trusted Justin, and turned out he was lying about everything. I trusted Chase and he left me, so there is no way I'm falling for this again.
Charli: "no way. Nope. No. Sorry. Not happening"
He frowned
Bentley: "c'mon honey? I know it's fast but you really like me. And I love you. We can make this work."
No we can't? He's a teacher I thought he would be smarter then this??
Charli: "you know that isn't true. The school would find out and you would be fired. Then you'd be sent to jail."
I took a seat beside him
Bentley: "No one is gonna find out baby. How would they?"
Charli: "I don't know. They just would."He shook his head and grabbed my face in his hand
Bentley: "I just wanna make a commitment to you. I want you to know I'm serious about you."
there's other ways to show that.
He pressed his mouth to mine
Bentley: "I want you to know that you're mine."
He pushed me back onto the bed and kissed me harder
Bentley: "You're all mine, right?"
I don't know if I would put it that way...
He started kissing up my jawline
Bentley: "every inch of your body belongs to me and only me. No one's else, right?"
I pushed him off of me
Charli: "okay I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you but all of this is a total turn off?!"
I don't belong to anyone?? The only person I belong to is me?! Why is he being like this?!
Charli: "I don't know who you are right now but you are a the same person as you were yesterday. Just get out of my house"
He scaring me off.
This is all happening too fastBentley: "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to come off like that."
Charli: "just go. I need a break right now"I have had no time to process that the love of my life just left without saying bye and now I'm all alone. Again.
Bentley: "sweetie. I'm sorry. I don't know what else you want me to say?"
Can he just leave so I can cry alone??
Charli: "I don't want you to say anything, I just want you to leave"
Bentley: "okay Il go. I'm sorry"Finally.
He walked out of my room and I heard him leave through the front door.
I started crying into my pillow once again
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