Dear Diary | Chacha

Fake it till ya make it

~Chapter 52~
        FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT

Chase POV:
Dear diary,
So much happened in the past hour that I can't even process what's going on. She kissed me? Charli kissed me. This girl who's been my fantasy for as long as I can remember just became real.
She kissed me. We made out. Everything's so blurry yet so clear. It felt like a dream, like it didn't even happen because i don't know how that happened. I never thought it would happen. I was so excited and happy when it did... till she told me it was pretend... and I guess she only did that to make Justin mad...
Which im okay with... I know she wouldn't have done it if she knew about my feelings for her... yeah it kinda hurts that it was all fake but at least I got to kiss her. And I know 100% I'm gonna regret the decision I just made, the decision to agree to fake date. But I couldn't turn down that offer? Kissing holding hands? How could I say no to that opportunity. Plus I'm only here for another 2 months. Might as well make the best of them

I put my diary back in drawer as I heard the door unlocking

Charli: "quick! Make out with me!"

That's an offer I won't turn down

She quickly walked towards me
And started kissing me, I flipped her over and got on top of her as she placed her legs around my hips

Il never get used to this

I kissed her on the lips and she grabbed my face and pulled me closer to her, she stuck her tongue in my mouth and she continued to kiss me

God, she's an amazing kisser.

The door opened and none of us looked over assuming it was Justin

Sarah: "oh my god?? What the fuck!"

Charli stopped kissing me and we both looked over

Oh. Not Justin. Sarah.

Charli: "oh. It's you."

I got off her but she pulled me back onto her

Charli: "we need to me prepared for when Justin comes to get his luggage."
Sarah: "can someone tell me what's going on??"

She looked at Sarah

Charli: "yeah. We're dating."
Sarah: "but- aren't you with Justin?"

His name makes me wanna puke

Charli: "not anymore. Could you go in the bathroom till we're done...? It's kinda weird that you're watching us make out?"
Sarah: "then don't make out?!"

...

Charli: "sorry. Not happening"

She rolled her eyes and walked to the washroom and as soon as she did, Charli lips were back on mine. She had complete control over me. Everything she did, I followed. She flipped us over and got on top of me leaning down and kissing my neck.

I'm glad we didn't stop. This is the best I've ever felt. Ever. I've made out with a lot of girls but this is by far the best I've ever had. Even though it's fake, it feels real to me.

She pulled her shirt over her head and I looked around the room trying to to stare. I don't know how real I'm supposed to act around this stuff.