Dear Diary | Chacha

All I got

                     ~Chapter 114~
ALL I GOT

Time skip ⏭
3 months later

Charlis POV:
I don't know what was wrong with Chase. But he's fine now for some reason. He was weird for a couple months but then he sorta just went back to normal. I don't know if he's hiding something or he's actually okay now but I'm happy he is his normal self again, I just wish he'd tell me things.

I want to help, but I can't help if I don't know what's wrong.

Sometimes he still is a little off. I just want to know why. What happened.

Chases POV:

                    Dear diary
I have been raped 23 times in the past 3 months... I stopped caring. I stopped trying to prevent it because no matter how many times I tell her to stop, she doesn't.

I've done everything I could. I've tried everything. Every time I drink my water, guess what. It's spiked. It got to the point where I had to stop drinking anything at school. So then I stopped drinking, but guess what. My lunch is drugged. 

The only way I was able to prevent myself from getting raped was if I don't eat or drink anything the entire day. But with lacrosse I needed water. So I quit the lacrosse team.

I still needed to eat in the day so sometimes I'd eat something, but guess what. It's somehow drugged too.

I told a teacher, 4 actually. They didn't believe me. They thought it was some sort of joke. After everything, it was so hard for me to tell someone. But they didn't even believe me.

They didn't believe I was the 1%.
99% of sexual assault victims are girls, im the 1% and that's why no one will believe me.

I got so tired of trying to stop it when I knew nothing would work. So I just let it happen. There was nothing I could do. Everyone kept saying I was lying and maybe I started to believe them.

I'm failing 3 classes because I'm always passed out somewhere.
I'm probably gonna fail high school.

I thought about telling Charli but I can't, what if she doesn't believe me? What if she thinks I cheated on her.

Did I cheat on her? Does this count as cheating? I don't know. I hope not.

Charli: "you've been writing in that thing for a long time now"
Chase: "yeah sorry. Il stop"

I put the book down and looked at her

Chase: "you look gorgeous today"

I'm so lucky to have her

Charli: "you say that every day"
Chase: "because it's true"

She smiled and kissed me quickly

She's the only thing that I have left, she's the only thing that makes me happy.

I put my hand on either side of her while she leaned against the locker.

Chase: "please never leave me"

I don't mean to sound desperate but I am

Charli: "why would you even say that"
Chase: "because you're all I have"

She shook her head

Charli: "first off, I would never leave you. Second, you have more. You have your family"
Chase: "they don't make me happy like you do"

She kissed me again and then the bell rang

Charli: "you haven't eaten all day. Take these"

She turned around and opened her locker. She pulled out some carrots and I laughed

Charli: "I feel like I never see you eat anymore."
Chase: "I do eat. Sometimes"

I took the carrots from her because I was starving and for once I knew something wasn't drugged.

Charli: "if you're that starving that you want to eat carrots why don't you just eat?"
Chase: "I think we gotta go to class"

I took her hand and we walked through the hall way to the only class we have together this semester.

On the way there I saw Sarah. We made eye contact for a second but I walked away quickly

It wasn't long until she came up
behind us.

Sarah: "Charli, Chase. How are you guys doing"

Why can't she just leave me alone? Why is she even doing this to me. What did I do.

I began to get nervous

Charli: "good"

I started walking faster but she just followed us

Sarah: "how long you guys been back together? A month? 2?"
Charli: "9"

She laughed

Sarah: "time flies doesn't it"
Charli: "sure does"

We arrived to the class and I quickly pulled her inside

Sarah: "okay bye I guess!"

She waved and I sat down at my desk.
Charli sat down next to me and the class began but We didn't listen.

We just looked at each other and I rubbed her leg from under the table

Mrs.Fendoz: "to all the couples in the classroom, you might wanna listen"
She cleared her throat and starred right at us

I took my hand off her leg and looked up front

Mrs.Fendoz: "in todays health class, we're talking about, you guessed it. Safe sex!"

I rolled my eyes and everyone started talking

Mrs.Fendoz: "this is what you get for picking a co-ed gym class! No complaining"

Only like 1 of 10 pregnancy's are teenagers, won't happen. We're fine.

Mrs.Fendoz: "now this is a serious topic, very serious. There is no such thing as safe sex, but there is such thing as safer sex. I am telling you right now, pregnancy will ruin your life. A child will ruin your life at this age."

Sure would.

Mrs.Fendoz: "so trust me everyone! You will want to listen to this lesson! If you don't! You will regret it for the rest of your life! Children will ruin your life at this age. You teenagers these days are not safe, if you don't wanna listen in todays class then fine, you will pay for it the rest of your life. But if you do want to listen, you might spare yourself from years of pain. So it's your choice, listen or not."

and for the rest of the lesson, I didn't listen.

A/n
He's gonna regret that soon😁

Ahhh only 6 chapters left! Less then a week left of this book. I'm scared to write the ending 😄😄

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