Chase Hudson may look like the typical popular teenage jock to an outsider but he is anything but that. He has been obsessing over the same girl since the 4th grade and this girl only happens to be his best friends girlfriend. He's too nervous to go...
Charlis POV: I don't know where to start. I don't know how I went from almost getting back together with Justin to finding out I'm in love with Chase.
When Chase told me, I was in shock. I left because I didn't know what to say. I then waited outside of his room for 5 minutes just processing it. But then I realized maybe I'm not as smart as I think I am, it was obvious. It was so obvious that he was in love with me but I was too focused on making Justin jealous that I never even noticed.
I always knew I felt something for Chase, but I never knew he felt it back. I was too scared of rejection to even ask him about it. During this past month he's been so sweet to me, he's been affectionate, and nice, and I have no idea how he likes me because do I even deserve that kind of love?
One thing I realized through all of this is I never loved Justin. Because what I felt for Justin is nothing even compared to a fraction of what I feel for Chase.
It's almost too good to be true. My whole life I've never met anyone like Chase. I thought all guys were like Justin, rude, selfish, greedy, and most of them are. But Chase isn't. He gives me hope for our society.
But of course. When I finally feel happy for the first time in my life, he tells me he is moving across the country in a month?!
Couldn't he have told me this before?!
Charli: "that's a joke right?" Chase: "that's the thing... my parents are moving me across the country because they think I got some sort of obsession with you..."
Oh my god what- I'm a little scared- If they're willing to take him across the country because of me, Im wondering how in love he's been with me through these past years-
7 years. 7 years he's loved me and I haven't even noticed him. That's crazy. But it kinda makes me feel good that someone cared about me.
Charli: "what?" Chase: "yeah... they're getting me a phyco therapist because they think I'm crazy"
Oh. That's why he told me his parents think he's crazy.
Charli: "I hate you"
I walked past him and fell on his bed
Charli: "you can't just make me fall in love with you then leave!"
He laid down next to me and put his arms around me.
Chase: "I don't wanna leave either... trust me... I never thought this would happen, I never thought you'd ever love me back and now that it happened, I never wanna leave you."
I smiled and he kissed me on the cheek
Chase: "I wish we met earlier, I wish I had the courage to talk to you earlier because maybe then I wouldn't have to move and we could have stayed together forever"
I nodded and sighed
Charli: "but that didn't happen. So what are we gonna do now?"
I hate this. As soon as we're finally together, something goes wrong.
Chase: "We're gonna make the best of the time we have left."
I can't do that? I can't spend all my time with him knowing that I'm just gonna get my heartbroken.
Charli: "I should probably go tell Justin that Il definitely not be getting back together with him" I laughed
Chase: "hell no. We only have 83628 minutes left together. You're not wasting a second of it with Justin"
I smiled agreeing
Charli: "how do you know how many minutes we have left?" Chase: "I don't. I just made that up to sound smart"
I laughed and he pulled me closer to him.
Charli: "well I have to tell him eventually"
He grabbed my phone from my pocket and opened it.
Charli: "what are you doing" Chase: "I'm making sure he gets the message"
He took a picture of us-
Charli: "what are you doing"
He started typing things in and then he gave me my phone back
It was on my Instagram
@charli.damelio
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"Chase Hudson is the best person in the world and I wouldn't wanna date anyone else so to anyone who wants to date me, back away because I already have the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. Nobody is better then Chase Hudson"
Tagged - @justin.Mayer
I looked at chase and hit him
Charli: "Chase! The whole school is gonna see this. They're gonna think I'm obsessed with you!"
He smiled
Chase: "what an honour"
He grabbed my face and kissed me before I could delete the post.
Chase: "I think my parents are right. I am obsessed with you"
I smiled and he kissed me again longer this time, he grabbed the back of my hair and pulled my face closer to his he softly kissed my lips, I started to kiss him back and every time we kissed, it got more and more aggressive until we were fully making out and for the first time I wasn't scared that it would turn into something more. I wanted it to turn into something more.
I slid my hand up his neck and he flipped over on top of me, holding his weight with his arms. He moved his hands to my head and brushed a piece of hair back to my ear.
I never wanted to stop kissing him.
I know I shouldn't be comparing him to Justin but this just feels so much better then it did with Justin. With Justin I felt bored within minutes, and I thought that's how it was supposed to feel. But with Chase I don't know how long Il be able to go without kissing him.
He slid his tongue into my mouth and it somehow felt even better if that's even possible.
Time passed so quickly I didn't even realize it was dark out until I heard someone clear their throat-
Chase slowly got off of me and turned around to face the door-
Oh god help me
Miss damelio: "thought you'd be here."
A/n she gonna be mad 😦😦
Ok I've officially decided to extend this book to 150 chapters because I don't think 34 more chapters will be enough for all my ideas
Everyone read confess by Colleen Hoover. Finished it in 1 day. Amazing.
