Dear Diary | Chacha

The wrong choice

                    ~Chapter 42~
                 The wrong choice

Charlis POV:
He just- he just hit me- he slapped me- what do I do. What do I do? I said if this happened again I'd be done. It just happened again. He hurt me. On purpose. He hurt me on purpose. He slapped me in the face for doing nothing. He slapped me to prove that I didn't know real pain.

I don't care about the physical pain, I've been through a thousand times worse. What I care about is how Justin just hurt me. He said he would never do that.

To have the one person that I trusted hurt me like that is something I never thought I'd have to deal with again. I guess I was wrong.

He tried to grab my arm but I backed away and closed my eyes tight

Charli: "please get out. Get away from me"

I opened my eyes and he looked like he felt bad

Justin: "Charli. Please. I'm sorry. I'm sorry"

I shook my head and pointed to the window

Justin: "I didn't mean to- it was an accident"

He said that the first time he hurt me... but how many accidents are gonna involve me being hurt?

Charli: "go"
Justin: "tell me where it hurts. Il make it better! Il get you ice!"

It hurts on the inside. My face is fine.

Charli: "I can't look at you right now"

I slide down to the ground and placed my head in my legs

Charli: "go"

I can't look at his face. I need time to calm down before I can make any decisions...

Justin: "okay... but just know... I didn't mean for any of this to happen and I'd never hurt you on purpose"

He walked to the window

Charli: "you just did"

He opened the window

Justin: "it was an accident Charli. Please forgive me."

He left out the window and as soon as he left, I burst into tears.

I took a deep breath and tried to calm down

I slowly stood up and walked to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and wiped off the stuff from my face-

Chase: "you okay?"

Oh god, he's still in the shower. I forgot.

Chase: "what did he do?"

he's gonna think Justin made all these injuries if I tell him he hit me.

Charli: "nothing. I'm good"
Chase: "Charli I know he did something to you?? Just like my walls, these walls are pretty thin. Your walls aren't soundproof. I heard him apologizing for something??"

Il Make something up.

Charli: "yeah he was apologizing for not taking me home"

Why can't chase just get the point? I don't need his help and nothing he does will do anything for me.

Charli: "could you leave? I appreciate you taking me home but I don't want you in my house anymore"

He nodded

Chase: "okay. Yeah. Il go."
Charli: "thank you."

He walked out of the bathroom and to the window and I felt sorta bad

Charli: "see you at school."

He nodded then left

I shouldn't have been that rude- I'm stressing out right now... a lot... I don't know what to do... I love Justin, I don't want to let him go for a mistake? What if he's my soulmate? But he hurt me and I told myself one more time. If he hurt me one more time id end it. And yeah maybe it was a mistake but I can't have him making all these mistakes? I'm forced to have my parents in my life, it's not a choice. But Justin is a choice, I don't need any more abuse in my life so the right choice would be to break up with him...

Looks like I won't be making the right choice...

Chases POV:
Dear Diary,
Starting today I'm officially leaving Charlis life for good. I can't get involved in this, this is between her and Justin and if she doesn't want to tell me what's really going on then that's okay because I'm sure she has other people closer to her that she would tell. She barely knows me so I understand why she doesn't tell me anything, its been almost 3 months since I've met Charli and that's 3 months too many. I just can't stay out of her life. Every time I try I fail miserably. But this time I mean it, I'm staying away from her. If she comes up to me I'm running away.
If I become friends with her it'll just hurt more when I move.

I put my book away and my parents called me downstairs

I rolled my eyes

I'm mad at them right now, but I know they are even more mad at me. They figured out I was gone.

I walked downstairs and they were all sitting at the table, my sisters and my parents. Am I being ganged up on?

Chase: "yes?"

I sat down at the table

Mister Hudson: "it's official... we're leaving in 2 months..."

Nope. Not going.

Chase: "Why are you guys doing this to me? What did I do to deserve this?"

This is my home. And I'm not leaving.

Miss Hudson: "what do you have here chase! Tell me! What do you have! And don't you dare say Charli!"

Charlis all I have??

Chase: "I have friends! I don't wanna restart??"
Miss Hudson: "you don't have friends?? You said it yourself, you hate your friends. You think they're annoying and disrespectful and you would be better off without them."

...

Miss Hudson: "so you have nothing."

I shook my head

Chase: "I have her."
Mister Hudson: "no you don't?! You don't have her! You will never have her?! You're in high school? You're 17! You don't even know what love is! Yeah, we are moving for my job, but you know why I was applying for jobs in a different state?"

My mom looked at him

Miss Hudson: "don't."
Mister Hudson: "because of you Chase! Because of you! You are crazy!! You have been obsessed with the same girl your entire life?! You are literally a stalker?! Your whole life is based around her?? it's not healthy! we are sending you to psychotherapy as soon as we get there. We are moving because of you. So stop complaining because we aren't doing this for us, we are doing this because of you!"

A/n
i mean... did he lie? 🤷
Chase maybe do need therapy 🤷‍♀️

Anyways thank you so much for 13kk!!!!!! Almost to 15!

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