Dear Diary | Chacha

Hopeless romantic

~Chapter 22~
HOPELESS ROMANTIC

Charlis POV:
I found this in drawing in my bag when I looked inside it, I knew it was Chases bag when I opened it because it had all his stuff in it. The drawing... looks a lot like me. And it's amazing? Like really amazing. So detailed and it really does look exactly like me. At first, I thought maybe he does this for all his friends. We aren't really friends but we stayed in the same house for one night so who knows. But I then I really looked at it and this looks like it would have taken weeks. So I doubt he drew it in one night? I don't know what to think of this... why did he draw a picture of me? Why me?

Chase and Justin stood there saying nothing

Chase: "thought you said you didn't take anything from my bag?"
He laughed slightly

Yeah that was a bit rude of me but this picture is of me. So I guess I sorta have a right.

Charli: "can you explain please Chase?"

He stood there for a few seconds

Chase: "Okay you caught me. Justin drew it. As a surprise for you. Surprise"

Funny. Justin doesn't draw. I have never seen him draw a day in my life. He did not draw this. There ain't no way.

Chase: "I just put it in my bag because I'm good at drawing too and he wanted me to add... shading"

I looked at Justin and he nodded

Charli: "did you actually draw this? For me?"

He nodded and smiled

He did this, how?? It's so beautiful?

Justin: "took some drawing lessons just for you, happy early Valentine's Day"

That is so romantic! Why is he so nice today? I love this!

I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck

Charli: "thank you, baby"

I kissed him and he kissed me back

Justin: "I'm glad you like it"
Charli: "like it? I love it. It's so beautiful"

I'm still surprised he can draw this well. This is the most well done drawing I've ever seen in real life

Justin: "you think so?"

He grabbed my waist and I put my hands on his neck

Charli: "I know so, looks better then how I look in real life"
I laughed

He shook his head

Justin: "you know you're beautiful right, doesn't matter what you wear, how you do your hair, if you wear makeup or not. You're beautiful."

Oh my god this is everything I've ever wanted to hear from him. He's being so nice and sweet to me and I can't believe this. It feels so nice to hear this stuff from him because it feels like I've been waiting forever, I knew he'd crack one day. Trying to act all tough around me, when on the inside he's really sweet

I quickly kissed him on the lips and a group of guys walked up to us

His friends

Sam: "nice ass"

Someone smacked me on my ass and I turned around

I rolled my eyes

I turned back around and Justin was laughing

And there it was. All that happiness I was just feeling taken away from me

I know it seems like I'm exaggerating... it was just joke... but I already told him that when his friends do that it makes me feel uncomfortable... and especially now... after... you know... I just don't like being touched at all... the only guys I trust to touch me are Justin and... nobody else. I would say Chase but if I'm being honest I don't know if I trust him. I don't know if I can trust anyone? If this were Before what happened with bill I would 100% trust Chase, he's nice and sweet and he's so respectful. But so was bill. And look how that ended up.

The only reason I trust Justin is because I've known him longer then any guy who's been in my life, he's my boyfriend so he's aloud to touch me...

Charli: "for the last time, could you tell your friends to stop doing that?"

He hooked his arm around my shoulder

Justin: "it's just a little fun and games, don't take it personally"

Yeah it's fun for the person doing it, not me?

Charli: "it's not fun for me"

Chase gave him a look and he sighed

Justin: "you're right. I'm sorry. Il tell them too stop"

He's acting like he's doing me a favor?
This is human decency here?

Charli: "good"

He kissed me on my head and I turned to him and kissed him

Still can't believe he drew this for me.

Chase: "alright well I'm gonna go now. Charli I'm guessing you'll be staying at Justins now?"

Right... well I guess so...
Justin... the guy who doesn't believe me...

Justin: "yeah you can stay at my house"

I'm glad he's letting me stay now though, I don't want to disturb Chases family anymore than I've already. It was just kinda nice staying with someone who knows nothing about me, my life. Nothing about what happened to me...

Charli: "thanks"
Justin: "okay well you ready to go?"

I nodded

I looked at Chase and he was walking away already

Justin pulled my hand but I let go for a second

Charli: "one second"

I quickly ran over to Chase and grabbed his arm
He turned around
I sighed

Charli: "thank you... for everything... I know I only stayed at your house for a night but I really do appreciate it... I was going through a rough time and I still am but you made it the slight bit better. Thanks for lending me your stuff and thanks for saying the things you said earlier... I don't know why you're so nice to me but I appreciate it. A lot. Even after I hurt your leg you're still so nice to me. Thank you. Sarah told me you love someone, and I think you should tell her because whoever she is, she'd be so lucky to have someone like you"

I turned around and walked away

A/n
Aw Charli so clueless 😭

Happy almost Valentine's Day! ♥️💕❤️❤️💛🖤💜💖🖤🖤💛💖💜💘❣️🧡❣️💞🧡🧡

But
If you're reading this I'm gonna assume
You're single so happy S.A.D! Single awareness day! 💔😔😞😔💔💔😢😕🖤😿💔😪🖤😪😿😿😪

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