Dear Diary | Chacha

Our place

                     ~Chapter 103~
OUR PLACE

Charlis POV:
This is really awkward and I feel really bad now...
I feel like she's been rambling on forever now about how much I mean to chase and how grateful she is that he has me.
I just feel horrible because I picked Bentley over Chase...

My stupid self picked Bentley over Chase...

How could I even do that? He's perfect. He's everything. Why would I pick someone else over him? Anyone else?? Chase is the definition of the perfect person and the definition of how to treat a girl. I wish every girl could have a Chase. But there's only one and I pushed him away.

Of course he's not actually perfect, no one is perfect. But we are perfect. Chase and I are perfect together.

I looked at him and he was blushing
I smiled

Miss Hudson: "okay Il let you guys do your thing"

Finally. It's getting a little bit exhausting having to lie this much.

Somewhere while she was talking, he grabbed my hand. I don't know if that was for the act or-

He started pulling me up the stairs

Miss Hudson: "use protection!"

I scrunched my eyes and cringed.
I looked at him and he was to embarrassed to look at me.

Miss Hudson: "though I wouldn't mind Grand kids"

I'm gonna hope that's a joke

Chase: "ignore her please. I'm sorry"

I laughed and shrugged.

Charli: "it's okay"

It's funny. As long as it doesn't really happen.

We walked into his room and it was an absolute mess. More messy then downstairs.

Charli: "what the-"
Chase: "im so sorry- let me clean up-"

I looked around the room

Charli: "are you okay?"

by the looks of his room, he isn't looking so great.

Chases "I wasn't. But now I am"

I took a look around the room again and I noticed a bulletin board with photos on it. It was the only thing in the chaos that you could actually see.

I walked over to it and looked at it

It was a bunch of pictures of us together

I tried my best not to cry looking at them

So many memories. I just wish things could have been less complicated between us. We probably would have been married right now. I would give in eventually.

Chase: "it was just something I did to keep me going..."

I took a closer look and at the top of the board it said "my love"

I smiled slightly

Chase: "you weren't meant to see it"
He laughed