Dear Diary | Chacha

Affection

                     ~Chapter 86~
AFFECTION

Charlis POV:
It isn't as bad as it looks. 
It's not like he manipulated me into dating him or something. He's a sweet guy and I really like him. I should be able to date who I want, what's the difference between now and in a year. The only difference is, in a year it will be legal. But because I'm a minor it's not. It's stupid.

He's young. He's 34. He's only 16 years older then me. That's nothing.

Basically how it happened was, I needed tutoring. I know. Crazy. I was doing bad in science- well. Not that bad. 89%. That wasn't good enough for me so I came in after school every day for tutoring.

One day I came into tutoring and I was crying. I couldn't help it. It was 2 months since chase left and at the time he was all I could think about. I felt pathetic. Bentley (mr.Wilber) made me feel better that day, and one thing led to another and he kissed me... then he bent me over the desk and fucked me.
And then my tutoring was no longer tutoring.

from an outside perspective it seems like I'm a victim. But I'm not a victim, I'm happy. Just two people who have feelings for each-other. His may be a bit stronger then mine, but why does that matter? I'm not ready to love again. But I am ready to date again.

Charli: "so I was thinking... maybe you'd reconsider prom? Please Bentley. Ive always wanted to go to prom... and I really want you to come with me"

He put his hands on my shoulders and sighed

Bentley: "I'm sorry sweetie. I can't lose my job, you know how much trouble I'd get in if they found out I was with a student?"

Yeah... I guess he's right...

Bentley: "I would lose my job and I'd be sent to prison and when I get out I'd be a public sex offender"

I rolled my eyes

Charli: "this is just so unfair."
Bentley: "I know it is honey."

He rubbed my leg

Bentley: "here's your test back by the way"
He smiled and handed me my science test

Bentley: "congratulations"

100%?! really??

I opened the test and looked through it- my smile faded when I noticed these weren't my answers

Charli: "I think this is the wrong test, it isn't mine"
I reached out to give it back and he shook his head

Bentley: "not the wrong test. I may or may not have helped you out a bit"
He smile

What?
Does he not think I'm smart enough to do it myself or something?

Charli: "I don't need your help Bentley? I'm incredibly smart. I'm not sleeping with you to get better grades? If you think that's what this is then-"
Bentley: "no im sorry! I thought you'd want it. If you don't want it then I won't do it."

Good? I find that kind of disrespectful. I worked my ass off on this test. I work my ass off on every test. It hurts me that he thinks I need to cheat to get good grades.

Charli: "please just don't do that again"

The bell rang and I got off the desk and grabbed my bag