Dear Diary | Chacha

Scars

~Chapter 12~
                          SCARS

Charlis POV:
No no! God no! This can't be happening! This cannot be happening! My life is ruined, ruined! She's gonna make sure I never see Justin again, I know it. She's gonna lock me up in my room until the day I die. Unless I can some how explain why a half naked guy is on top of me then I don't think I'm getting out of this one.

He quickly got off of me

Charli: "Justin go."

I quickly pulled up my dress and put my heels back on. I tried to fix my hair but it didn't work

Justin: "Charli im sure she'll understand"

I shook my head and got out of the car
As soon as I opened that door she grabbed my arm and tug her fingernails inside me

Miss damelio: "Charli-grace you will explain to me this instant who that man is!"

As soon as we got to the house she pushed me inside causing me to fall on the ground

Miss Damelio: "you slut! You know how much I do for you! Guess the rumours were true then, you really did have sex with the entire foot ball team"

I backed up into the wall and quickly shook my head

Charli: "mom! Please believe me! I didn't- I love Justin mom! I love him!"

She shook her head and grabbed the class cup that was on the table

Miss Damelio: "do you know how much you embarrass me?! Every day im embarrassed of you! You're a failure and disappointment and I wish I killed you in the womb!"

I nodded and she took the class and smashed it right beside me causing the glass to shader in my face

Charli: "you're drunk! Stop it please"

She walked up closer to me and I closed my eyes not ready for what would happen next

Miss Damelio: "you don't deserve to be on this planet"

She turned around and walked away

Miss Damelio: "now clean that up!"

I sobbed and quickly ran up to my room crying and not because of the shards of glass in my face. But the Words hurt more then the actions.

I looked in the mirror and my entire face was bleeding from the huge pice of glass that shot into my forehead

I took a few deep breaths to calm myself down and after around 10 minutes it worked.

I might be a disappointment to her but I'm no disappointment to me.

456 days. 456 days and Il be out of this house. Il be an adult and Il be able to make my own choices. Il get an apartment with Justin and we will start our life together.

Il leave and Il never look back. Il be my own person. The stuff my parents do to me... it will only make me a stronger person...

I walked out of the bathroom and walked downstairs, I grabbed a broom and started cleaning up the glass on the floor

Time skip ⏭
2 months later

Chases POV:
                 Dear diary,
It's been 2 months and my life is boring again, I'm back to being an outsider. I didn't want to interfere with her life. Yeah I see her occasionally and she says hi and I say hi back but nothing big. We haven't had a conversation since the day at the restaurant. I think Justin is treating her fine now, I'm pretty sure they still haven't done anything. He says that Charli's pretending to be a virgin because she doesn't want to sleep with him- which makes no sense so I'm pretty sure she actually is a virgin.

I was sitting at the lunch table when Charli came by the walked up to Justin

Charli: "I have something to ask you"

He nodded and she sat down next to him

I really wanted to run away and pretend I needed the bathroom but I was curious what she was gonna say

Justin: "yeah?"

She took a deep breath

Charli: "after high school... when we are 18... wanna get an apartment together"

What the hell?! Move in together?? Why?? I thought she was going to college??

Justin: "Charli...-"
Charli: "I know it's a big step but it's years from now... and my parents won't pay for university so I need a scholarship and scholarships don't cover the dorm prices so I need someone to live with"

Oh...
Why won't her parents won't pay for university?

Justin: "why don't you just stay with your mom?"

He has the chance to move in with Charli?? Why is he complaining??

She paused for a second

Charli: "because- because they aren't very... supportive..."
Justin: "of what? Of you going to university?"

She shook her head

Charli: "of anything"

Oh. That's sad? And who's they? I thought her dad was gone?
I wish I could give her money to do what she loves. But I don't have enough money. If I could, I'd give her my entire bank account to pursue her dream but I can't give her what she wants.

Justin: "well what makes you think you can pay for an apartment with me and not a dorm"

She looked at the ground

Justin: "oh. Of course. You think I'm gonna pay for the entire thing. Wow. So basically what your saying is that you're using me? You're using me for money"

I don't think that's what she's trying to say? I think she's trying to say her parents aren't supportive of her dream and she doesn't have enough money to live on her own so she's asking for help. She's not using him she's asking the person she loves to help her out

She quickly shook her head

Charli: "I'm not using you justin! I want to move in with you, I promise. I promise I can pay some of the rent. Il get a job"
Justin: "let's talk about this when we're graduating."

He picked up his food and walked away

A/n
As we see in this chapter, we get a better look into Charlis every day life.

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