My life in Yokohama (Bsdxreader)

Chapter 12

- Dazai , what ? - I muttered as I tried to open my eyes .
- Ohhh Y/N , you are awake ? Can you stand ? I can't carry 4 people back - Dazai said with a smile on his face . He was kneeling down by Atsushi , who has passed out as well , trying to wake him up .
- Yeah I think so , ugh ouch - I tried to sit up , but my shoulder was hurting . That's right , Akutagawa stabbed me . I was bleeding . However the it wasn't too deep .
- Wait , I got you - the brunette stood up , making his way over to me - There there , hold on to me .
He helped me stand up , put his right arm around me and let me lean on him .
- I don't think they are gonna wake up anytime soon - he stated - could you call the Agency to send us some help to get back ?
- Yess , sure .
Still leaning on him , with my right hand I got my phone out and made the call .
- They should be here in 5 - I said as I hung up .
He was holding me while we were waiting , I didn't say a word the whole time , neither the ride back to the agency .
Once we got back the Tanizaki siblings , Atsushi and I were brought to the infirmary where Yosano would treat our injuries. She quickly bandaged me up and asked me to wait a bit , Naomi and Junichiro were both in critical condition, she had to tend to them first .
So here I was sitting in the infirmary, I was scrolling on my phone , and I saw I got a message from Chuuya .

Crushedbygravity: hey there . I'm back tomorrow evening , can I come around to see Lily ?

Twistyourgame: Heyyyyya ! I'm fine thank you for asking .

Crushedbygravity: i didn't but okay . So ?

Twistyourgame: are you just using me to get puppy time?

Crushedbygravity: I thought that was obvious

Twistyourgame: I'm back from work around 5:30 . So anytime after that is fine

Crushedbygravity: I be there at 6. Bye now

Dazai walked in , so I put my phone away . I looked at him , still didn't say a word . Port Maffia huh ? I knew he was involved in some shady stuff before his time at the agency. I mean I felt that there was more to him than just a borderline alcoholic who just wastes the space around him .Do the others know ? Does he know I heard the conversation between him and Akutagawa?
- My beautiful Y/N , Yosano said that your wound isn't too deep , so you will be fine with some stitches , isn't it great news ? - he asked with a bright smile .
I didn't say a word , I was still looking at him . He then grabbed my hands , and held them to his chest .
- You heard it didn't you ? - he pulled me closer to him and whispered . His face was close to mine , way too close . I felt his breath on my lips .
- Uhm - I nodded .
He brushed my cheek with his free hand . His fingers were warm , he traced down to my chin , and softly lifted it up so I could look him in the eyes .
They were dark brown , the usual stupid gleam was gone , left an uncomfortable emptiness in his look . His lips were curved in a soft smile .
- Do you believe that people can change ? - he asked his lips were dangerously close to mine .
I couldn't move , I wanted to , he wasn't holding me hard I could have pulled away . His left hand held my hands to his chest still , the right one holding my face up under my chin .
- I ... - I was gonna say something, but then his lips brushed against mine .
Dazai then pulled away and jumped up , with a huge smile , his eyes gleaming again . There was no evidence of that cold empty expression from a few seconds ago .
- One day I tell you all about it , my past - he said and turned towards the door .- I see you tomorrow my sweet Y/N ! - and he left .
Soon Yosano came in , stitched me up . She wasn't really satisfied tho .
- I was hoping to give you my treatment- she sighed .
Right , Yosano her ability was Thou Shalt Not Die . I didn't understand completely how it worked , but basically she can treat any injury of anyone fully if they on the verge of death . That means if she would wanna treat a smaller wound with her ability first she needs to half kill the patient. Ugh , I hope I never have to experience it .
The doctorine was one of the most beautiful woman I have ever met . She was in her mid twenties, not very tall , but a strong presence. Shoulder length dark purple bob with bangs covering her forehead , a golden butterfly hairclip in her hair . Dark reddish eyes , porcelain skin and rosey lips . Her outfit was similar to mine , a button up , a black tie , a knee length black skirt , and red heels .
The stitching up went quickly , it did hurt a bit but I'm wasn't gonna complain about that .
- There you go , you can go home for today , you should take it easy for the upcoming two weeks and you will be fine - she said .
I thanked her , and left . I couldn't wait to get home . To be honest, I wasn't fine at all . I have encountered the Port Maffia , my colleagues almost died , and I did nothing . I was just standing there being useless . And , Dazai ? An ex member of the Maffia ?! And what was that back at infirmary? He kissed me , and I let him kiss me .
What. The. Actual . Fuck .
I let Osamu Dazai kiss me .