My Hunter (Killugon/Leopika)

Chapter 7 (Poor Sheltered Boy)

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Kurapikas POV*

I was nervous. What if they judge me for being gay? Of course it wasn't a girl but I felt to guilty to lie after being told we were friends.

"Um, It wasn't a girl...I went skinny dipping with a-a guy.."

Killua and Gons mouths hung open in surprise. Because Leo already knew he just sat there.

"Pika I didn't think you were bisexual!" Killua said.

"Bold of you to assume I have any interest in girls." I grinned sheepishly.

"Ohhhhh what does bisexual mean?" Gon said innocently.

"You dont know what bisexual means?"

"No."

"Bisexual means liking boys and girls, romantically." Killua sighed.

"Oh. I guess I never thought about it. Mito has told me the birds and the bees but never anything past that." Gon scratched his head.

"Oh poor sheltered boy." I slap my hand on my forehead.

"Well there is other sexualities as well, like gay, pan, A, etc."

"I know what it means to be gay, but what's pan and Asexual?" Gon asked. God I felt like a teacher.

"Pan is no gender preference. And A sexual means you don't find others sexually attractive."

"I see..." Gon said to himself, "Sorry we kinda forced you to come out to us." Gon said sheepishly.

"No its okay, we are friends right? I would have said one thing sooner or later."

"Anyways Your turn pika." Killua said.

"Hm....never have i ever-"

*Snap*
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Gon's POV*

As pika started with his never have I ever we hear a twig snap. All four of us stand up not knowing what's coming our way. I balled up my fist as it inched closer. The bushes rustled. We held our breath. Then it came.

"Jesus Christ a fucking rabbit?" Leo said watching it hop around the fire. We all breathed out.

"You know id rather it be a bunny then a bear or some other creature." Pika said sitting back down.

After that we totally forgot about the game. We sat around and ate our fish. Leo and Killua were talking about the fish and Pika sat next to me. I always felt different when in a relationship with a girl. After hearing about pika it got me thinking. What if I'm gay? I've never thought about being with a guy. How would aunt mito take it if I was.

"Hey pika?"

"Yeah Gon?"

I twiddled my fingers, "Can I ask you a personal question?"

"Um, sure Gon what's the matter."

"Um, How did you figure out you were...gay?"

Kurapika looked up at the stars, "I don't know. I guess I never had romantic feelings towards women."

"So what your saying is, if I like girls then being with one I would feel some type of way?"

"Kinda yeah. More like who you find sexually attracted to." Pika explained.

"Okay thank you for your help." I smile.

I dated palm for a short while, we never did anything sexual. She ended up cheating on me though. Aunt Mito said that you should feel like firework when you kiss someone you find attractive. But I've also never kissed a guy so I don't know how to tell the two apart. I shouldn't think about this too much. I'm thinking to into this while on a dangerous island. I went and laid down starring up at the sky and drifted to sleep.
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Killua's POV*

It's been a 2 days now since never have I ever. We've been hunting for food and avoiding other contestants. We've had late night talks around the fire here past couple of days as well getting to know each other more. Gon is super innocent, Pika is like a mom answering all of Gon's questions, and Leorio has been telling us about his travels. I'm trying not to say too much about me. It's not that I don't trust them I just need a little more time then they do.

"I need a bath or something, I feel gross." I say out of the blue.

"I feel that, my clothes are sticky." Gon whined.

"I'm gonna go over to the river and wash myself off. Ill be back shortly." I say walking off.

"Okay, when your done its my turn!" Gon yelled.

I find he river and look around. Good no one is around. I sighed and took off my shirt. The marks on my body showing. I grabbed my shirt and rinsed it off in the river then hun it on a tree to dry. I did the same for my pants hanging them up on the tree. Luckily it was windy today my clothes should dry quickly in the heat. I sank my body in the water ad relaxed. This was nice. I cleaned myself combing my fingers through my now damp hair as i walked out of the water. I stood in the sun for about 5 minutes until my body was dry, hair still wet. I put my pants back on. I started to reach for my shirt.

"Killua are you almost-."

I look in front of me and there stood Gon blushing quickly covering his face with his hands. I grab my shirt quickly throwing it on before Gon could see my horrible marks on my skin.

"Gon your good to look." I say as h opens to fingers and peaks through.

"Sorry..." He said with a light pink face. What is up with him?

"Your good, you can bath now." He nodded and I walked away back to the other two.
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Gons POV*

It was taking Killua awhile. I hope he didn't run into any danger. After 10 more minutes I decided to go check on him.

"Hey Leo, Pika, I'm gonna go check on Killua." I say as a walked off.

I head towards the river, I push past the bushes and the river was on the other side.

"Killua are you almost-"

I freeze, staying at the boy for a second, only to get a quick glance at his 6 pack. His muscular arms reacting for his shirt. I felt my face heat and my heart flutter. I cover my face quickly with my hands. Why am I blushing?

"Gon your good to look." I hear the winter haired boy say.

I take a quick peak seeing that his shit is back on and moved my hands from my face, that was embarrassing.

"Sorry..." I say quietly looking at the ground.

"Your good, you can bathe now." He said with a smile then heads back to camp.

I wait a few minutes standing there listening for foot steps. Once there wasn't anyone around I stripped from my clothes and jumped in the water. It was cool and refreshing. I laid in the water thinking. Why did I feel that way, I've never had that feeling before. Is that what Pika was talking about? That feeling you get? Your face getting hot and your heart pounding over something like that? I sank into the water clearing my mind. I should probably head back.

I put my clothes back on after they dry and head back over. Leo and Pika then took turns going to bathe as well. I said in silence with my own thoughts. I don't know what I should take from this. Maybe its just like a one time thing. Maybe because I was surprised I reacted that way. All I knew is I didn't know how to feel about it.

"Are you hungry?" I hear.

Killua standing on the side of me offering me a fish that he just cooked. I nod, "Thank you."

"Are you okay? You've been pretty silent sense you got back."

"Yeah I'm fine. Just have a lot on my brain right now." I keep it short and sweet. He shrugs and takes another bite of his fish.

Pika walks back from his bath with wet hair. "Hey guys." He says.

"Hey pika, Hungry?"

"Yes starving!" Killua then handed him a fish as well.

We all sat around and ate for a bit. Chit chatting like every night. It was nice. I love being around these people.