Eddie Baby

Chapter 46.

Eddie and I did it at least two more times before we fell asleep last night. I feel so different, more electrified, I feel powerful. All thanks to the man I love. All this time I've imagined what it would be like to be with Eddie Munson, what it would be like to have sex with this amazing man and here I am, no longer a virgin and it is fucking awesome. In a way, I feel like a whole new person.

Everything seemed brighter and more beautiful when I woke up. Eddie had sex hair and I was dying, he's so fucking hot when he first wakes up. I want to run my hair through his long hair. If he ever cut his hair I would be so sad. He's always been known for his long hair, and people think he's weird for it, but it makes him who he is.

Don't even get me started on the fact that he's a total metalhead. He has the posters on his wall to prove it. And of course, his electric guitar that he also has hanging up.

I had to take a quick shower and when I got back into his room he was strumming the strings on his guitar and I couldn't help but admire the man that was before me. He wasn't muscular or had rock-hard abs. None of that matters to me, Eddie is perfect just the way he is and I wouldn't have it any other way.

"Oh hey." Eddie looked up and saw me. "I didn't even realize you were standing there." He placed the guitar on his bed.

"I love how you can play guitar, it's so cool." I walk over to him and place a kiss on his cheek.

"Thanks."

"Can you play a song for me?" I sit down next to him on the bed.

"Oh, uh, sure. What song?"

"Hmm?" I had to think of a song he would know. Then it hit me, "our song."

He arched his brow, "Our song?"

"Yes, silly."

"Remind me what are song is."

"We danced to it last night." Did he already forget?

"Uhh?"

"Faithfully by Journey."

"Oh, okay." He grabbed his guitar. "That's our song huh?"

"Yes."

"Okay." He took his red guitar pick and started to strum the strings. "I think I know how to play that."

Eddie started slowly but had to stop.

"Hold on, I know it."

Eddie started playing again, and this time it just flowed out. It sounded amazing. Once he finished I couldn't help but cry.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Concern was etched on his face.

"Nothing is wrong Eddie, I'm just so lucky to have you and you just played our song on the guitar." I jumped into his arms. "You are so sweet to me and I love you so much."

"I love you too (Y/n)." Eddie placed a kiss on my lips.

"I'm sorry about last night." I still felt bad for bringing up his mother, I know he was upset about it.

"Don't worry about it."

"I know but I just wanted..." he silenced me by kissing my lips.

"It's okay (Y/n). I know you're trying to help. Maybe someday, not today, but someday, I'll take you up on that offer and maybe we'll find her."

I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, but this was a step in the right direction.

"Sounds good. Now let's get something to eat." My stomach gurgled.