Recovery

Always Fight During Heartbreak

Heartbreak seems impossible to get over, it does. Because one morning you wake up and you try to sit up but you can't because you're glued to the bed because that night when your heart shattered into a million pieces you knew nothing more than to just simply get the glue and with so many missing pieces your heart didn't quite match up as it did before and you're too tired to fix it so you went to bed with glue and broken fragments scattered across your bed. You think "This is it. It's over. I'll never be happy again." and you convince yourself that you'll never see the sunlight anymore and you close all of the curtains and board up the windows and you block out anything that's happy because why be happy without the one you love? They don't love you anymore so you convince yourself that you are nothing and deserve no love. But you are something. You are enough. You are okay without them. You're going to be okay without them. You're going to be okay without them and you are whole right now. You have always been whole and they were only an add on. I know without them it feels as though the band-aid on your heart may be broken, I know. Pick up the pieces and match up them back. The pieces will reassemble and your smile will come more naturally and the sun will peak in through the boards and you're going to be able to leave your bed with your heart not so broken. I promise you. Get up. Keep going. It's okay. You're okay. You're strong. You're brave. You're capable of love and being loved and you're so so beautiful/handsome despite the loss of them. Don't you ever forget it. Okay. Keep going. Keep fighting.