Dreams That Are Also Nightmares

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I had a flashback of the past. It was back to when I first started to fall for you, back when you still had that look of love in your eyes. I was so happy. Little did I know it was not going to have the happy ending I thought it would. It was 12 AM when I drifted off to sleep without a though of you on my mind and it was 5 AM when I woke up shaking, reaching out for your hand. I thought I was over this, but it turns out when I see you only love me in my sleep I can't handle reality. Our first time video chatting was magical and I got to witness falling in love with you all over again, it was such a beautiful pain. You don't deserve to be in my dreams, you took that right away the day you decided to pack up and leave. I thought I was over missing you, but now I'm back to square one craving you more than ever.

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