The Unpredictable Love

Chapter 70

Freen's pov

After half an hour drive I was here again. Good thing I didn't get lost on the way here.

I also brought her favourite flower again. But this time I decided to put it in a vase.
Is it weird? Well, I don't really care though. Call me crazy if you want then.

I also put some flowers on the top of her parents graveyard.

Hi mom and dad. You know what? I'm so jealous to the both of you right now. How I wish my love story was the same as yours? You really took your vows seriously. "Till death do as part" But your daughter kinda broke her promise, does she? Because look, she left me. Alone and lonely.

I said picking all those dry leaves who feel on the top of their grave.

I'm sorry babe, I know your listening,  but you can't really blame me though. Because you really broke your promise.
Is this why you married me so soon? So that you can broke me? Tell me, did I somehow do something bad at you? That you left me like this? To be honest I would accept it if you just left me, like you broke up with me and found someone better than me as long as your alive and kicking. I'll definitely accept it, but this? Fuck, I can't babe. I really can't. But what can I do? Hmm? Tell me what can I do? Do you really want me to accept everything just like this? I said crying nonstop untill I decided to lay down next to her graveyard.

I miss you so so much my beautiful angel. And its funny that your are now a real angel. Did you know that? Answer me baby please. Because I really look like a crazy woman here. I said sobbing.

I tried to relaxed my body as I lay down on the green grass. My hands on the top of my stomach. Weather is really nice today and peaceful. I mean how can't it be peaceful when your in the middle of this cemetery?

Baby, you know this is not the vacation that I wanted to be. We should be somewhere in the park, having a picnic or in the middle of the road trip enjoying the view? You even promise me to bring me to this famous garden filled with beautiful tulips. We were supposed to do so many things. So many that I can't even count. But there you are. You are so unfair did you know that? You even forgot that today is my birthday. Do you know that this is the worst gift I ever had? I said almost whispering. As if she would talk back.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have blame you or anyone. I know you didn't like it too. I added trying to calm myself wiping my tears till I fall asleep.

I didn't know how many hours had past or many hours I have been sleeping as I don't really care about it. I tried to think positively when I woke up. The sky is very beautiful a mixture of orange pink and purple. Good thing it didn't rain today.

Then I remember what Richie had said earlier before I left his penthouse.

Earlier

Uhm... Freen can I have a minute before you go out? He asked almost stuttering.

Stop beating around the bush Richie,  and be straight to the point. I said in a serious tone.

Well, I uh. I kinda know that you and my sister did a check up in japan, you know? If you still remember? He said not sure if he will continue or not. Because I can feel that he is so nervous.

Yeah, how can I forgot that? And how did you know about it? I said almost shouting. Gosh I feel like I'm having my period and Richie really knows how to irritate me.