I have so many just feelings but no fucking words. I'm tired. I'm really tired. And I just kinda wish I didn't love platonic love bc it's fucking exhausting and heartbreaking people think it's high maintenance to make time for your friends when in a relationship.
I genuinely don't want to do this anymore. Bc I just I can't put it into words. Because I know life happens and shit but like do people really just give up on their friendships as they get older?
Bc like I know. I know things are busy so maybe it is too much to ask for my friend's time when they got all this other shit going on.
Like I know my grandparents have friends but that's different bc their kids are adults right but my parents? Well my moms dead so she finest make time for her friends bc she can't but I know she had friends from highschool but I don't think they've ever hung out much after marriage. I guess she did with her best friend who is like an aunt to me. But my dad I don't think he has any friends which is sad actually bc he doesn't even have a wife anymore so now I'm sad even more now.
I don't know where I was going with this. Bc I don't know how to use words.
I just don't wanna do this. I don't know what to say anymore but I don't wanna feel like this anymore. I hate it here.
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RandomJust an aro ace girl with a lot of emotions. Too many emotions apparently because this is the second one I had to make, the first ones full lol. I write short stories and poems, Rants, Talk about aroace coded songs or really anything, movies, shows...
