I hate being negative about my aroaceness bc I don't wanna give the impression that being aroace is a negative experience because it's not. It's not negative.
It's just it does feel like it's a roadblock in the way I experience the world and I hate that. I don't want it to be a bad thing, I don't want it to be a bad thing.
And that's part of why this is so hard because part of the reason why I have negative feelings is because I don't want to have negative feelings so I have negative feelings about having negative feelings.
The show I was watching Ghosts, I talked about it earlier on here with the one character Sass and how all the characters where making it a whole thing he was a 500 year old virgin (he's one of the ghosts so he's been dead for like ever)
And like it just pisses me off they made it a huge thing and like uggg. Bc I want to love this show but when they pull shit like this I can't. Like ugggg.
Like because I'm aroace and romance/sex repulsed it feels impossible to exist in this world.
I don't know. It's just complicated. Thanks for listening. Hope you all have a wonderful day/night. Take care 💚💜
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RandomJust an aro ace girl with a lot of emotions. Too many emotions apparently because this is the second one I had to make, the first ones full lol. I write short stories and poems, Rants, Talk about aroace coded songs or really anything, movies, shows...
