Texting Calum
You: hey
Calum: hey
You: hey
Calum: hey
You: hey
Calum: hey
You: hey
Calum: hey
You: simmer down, simmer down
Calum: oh my god
You: they say we're too young now to amount to anything else
Calum: pls
You: but look around, we worked too damn hard for this just to give it up now
Calum: no
You: if you don't swim, you'll drown - but don't move, honey
Calum: hoe don't do it
You: YOU LOOK SO PERFECT STANDING THERE
Calum: OH MY GOD
You: IN MY AMERICAN APPAREL UNDERWEAR
Calum: STOP IT. STOP IT RIGHT NOW
You: I'm feeling so nostalgic today
You: *sighs*
Calum: why
You: I'm actually crying really hard rn and it's almost getting hard to text
Calum: what's wrong?
Calum: babe, tell me what's wrong?
You: I don't think you'd want to hear any of my drama, I don't want to burden you...
Calum: bullshit, I'm your best friend and seeing you sad breaks my heart. Now, tell me what's wrong.
You: you know my boyfriend?
Calum: a.k.a. douche shit?
You: Calum...
Calum: okay okay. what did he do?
You: I'm so sorry Calum, I should have listened to your warnings about him in the first place
Calum: (Y/N), what. did. he. do?
You: he cheated on me...
Calum: fuck.
Calum: that asshole can go fuck himself
Calum: Douche Shit is the most idiotic person in the world for losing you and he has no idea.
Calum: you don't need him. I'm right here for you. I'll hug you so tight you won't even remember why you ever loved him. I'll wipe away your tears and cuddle you and order you a pizza and we'll watch a movie together and be happy bc ily.
Calum: your happiness means everything to me.
You: oh my god
You: Calum, I love you so much.
Calum: and I love you too. I'm also fighting off the urge to go over to Douche Shit's house and beat the hell out of him but I won't right now because you're my number priority and making you happy is much for important than putting that asshole in physical pain
You: my heart is warming up so much omf
You: but why aren't you telling me "I told you so?"
Calum: because I'd be a shitty friend to do that
You: oh
Calum: are you still crying love?
You: yeah... All the memories I had with him keeps coming back to me and oh my god...
You: I just realized something. I miss the memories, not the person. and that's a big difference
Calum: do you still need me to come over babe?
You: yes. I'm always going to need you.
Calum: then I'll be with you forever
Calum: I'm on my way
You: you already make me feel better
You: I love you so much
You: way more than I could ever love that douche shit :)
Calum: <3
You: hey, thank you for being there for me
Calum: hey, what are friends for? ;)
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aw
school starts in two weeks and I'm not mentally prepared
QOTC: have you ever had your first kiss?
my answer: no lol but I find no shame and neither should you bc no matter you're beautiful and don't worry about things like that, just be happy <3
love you to the moon and back <3
