CHALLENGE: ^^^ if you can get all of the above correct, I'll mention/give you a shout out in one of my books or write a new book and have you be the main character w/ your fave <3
idk I'm bored
Texting Calum
You: what's ur fave song
Calum: ???
You: why have you not answered my question
Calum: (Y/N), you do realize that we broke up like 2 years ago, right?
You: I'm well aware
You: your point is?
Calum: don't you think it's kinda weird and awkward for us to be talking after not doing so in a while
Calum: I think it's best if we continue ignoring each other' existence
You: wow
You: I was wrong
Calum: wrong about what?
You: I came to talk to you to see if we could patch things up, to see if we could be friends. I had so much hope that you were a better person but I was definitely wrong.
You: you're still the asshole rockstar who dumped me two years ago bc he thought he was too good for me.
Calum: ??? I'm not an asshole??? :(
You: oh please.
You: you're so narcissistic you're delusional. you know what Calum Hood??? you should get your head out of your ass before you get into any deeper shit.
Calum: wow. I really hurt you, didn't I?
You: of course you fucking did.
You: I stayed by your side despite your bullshit. despite that fact that you become distant with me. despite the fact that you let the fame get to your head. I stayed with you but you kept pushing me away
You: and it turns out that you're still pushing me away. you'll never change, evidently.
Calum: okay, it's clear that after two years that you still don't know me.
You: you're right. I don't know you at all.
Calum: I've changed. I swear.
You: well you're not exactly showing it.
You: if you say you changed, then prove it.
Calum: yes, I'll admit that I was one arrogant son of a bitch who was caught in a world of celebrities.
Calum: and yes, I treated you wrong. And you didn't deserve that. You were the greatest [girlfriend/boyfriend/significant other] I have had and you are an angel.
Calum: I realized that you deserved so much more than a jerk like me. I was distant because I knew I was going to lose you. I didn't want you to get stuck with me so I acted so cold to make you feel like you never wanted to talk to me again. I know it was a shitty thing to do. I was shitty person.
Calum: those two years of not being able to talk to you? It hurt so fucking much because I thought about you a lot. I thought about the tears in your eyes and your broken heart and the way you left and how my bandmates screamed so much at me because even THEY knew that you're an amazing person but I took advantage of that.
Calum: I'm so sorry.
Calum: two years later and you're still on my mind. you just came in and despite our past, you had faith in me and you still wanted to be friends. but you know what (Y/N)?
Calum: I can't just be friends with you.
Calum: because two years later, I'm still madly in love with you.
Calum: you want to know what my favorite song is?
Calum: the sound of your voice.
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wOW
okay this is random but you wanna hear something weird? one time I had a dream about Shawn Mendes, but it was before I knew about him. I thought it was just my mind making up this random person and in my dream we were kissing, and the next morning I couldn't stop thinking about it. So I went on Twitter and suddenly I found a pic of him and almost died I was like "holy shit that's the boy from my dream" and I searched him and learned that his name was Shawn Mendes and that he's a singer and he's two years older than me. I literally didn't know who he was/nor have I seen him prior to learning of his existence. It was SO weird.
QOTC: what was the last thing you dreamt about?
my answer: I can't even remember I think it involved me and school (so it was clearly a nightmare)
love you to the moon and back xx
