I walked up to his dorm room taking a massive breath and I was physically shaking. I was going to do this, I was going to knock on Matt door at the dead of night and confess it to him.
Knock knock knock. "Hey?" Tom asked coming to the door after my second round of knocking.
"Hi, is Matt there?" I asked ridiculously embarrassed.
"Did he not tell you? He went home...his mum was sick or something. He rushed out there tonight in a panic I didn't get much detail." Tom told me as I leant against his door frame.
"Home? As in out of Ashford? Ah ok. Uh why?" I mumbled completely confused.
"Like I said, I'm not completely sure." Tom frowned wishing he had more to say as I could tell he enjoyed trying to talk to a popular girl.
"Right. Well...thank you for your help." I sighed turning away.
"He only text me like 10 minutes ago so he's probably still awake if you want text or call him." He informed me quickly before I tried to leave.
"Ah ok thanks Tom." I smiled at him gently running back to my dorm, grabbing my coat and my purse.
I ran out of Ashford, phone in hand calling a taxi to come pick me up. I'd never been to Matt's house, I'd never met his parents and what they were like, strict or not? I guess I'd find out.
I knew Matt's address because he'd given it to me before, under some circumstance or another. The taxi was pretty sharpish but the time I was waiting for it, I felt like an idiot trying to do this. What was I actually going to do?
All I knew was that I needed to go and see him. Sort something out so I could sleep well tonight.
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I reached his house by about midnight and saw lights still on so I was glad of that. His house was quite big for just the three of them and the then I got wondering whether he did actually have a brother or sister? Maybe he did? If so then he never talked at him/her.
His porch was massive and I had to climb some steps after paying the taxi until I reached his door and I fiddled with my purse trying to get it and my phone into my coat pocket.
Then I knocked on the door suddenly regretting it because his parents could be home and I could be disturbing what ever Matt went home for.
"Jenna?" Matt frowned coming to the door. "What are you doing here?" He smiled, I could tell he was glad I was here, unless I had bad news or something.
"I--" I mumbled stepping forward. Then suddenly I felt him get closer to me and I just went in for the kill and kissed him. It didn't surprise me when he kissed back. It was so weird but so natural at the same time. My hands came up into his head and his came and rested on my waist as my tongue explored his mouth and vice versa.
We broke away gasping for breath and I rested my forehead against his as we breathed and I tried not to say a word.
"Well how about that." Matt breathed into my face. I chuckled a bit as I stood there in his arms completely shocked he didn't turn me down or we didn't get caught.
I went straight back at it once we'd caught out breath and we were all over each other in seconds. Matt pulled me closer to him before closing the door and informing me that his parents weren't home. I giggled to myself as he whispered in my ear and then started on my neck licking and nipping causing me moan quite a bit.
It all happened so fast when I found out his bedroom was on the ground floor and we literally just had to walk through a door and there would be a bed for us. He laid me down immediately and we began removing clothes from one another.
Soon we found ourselves in the position that he was panicking and I told him not to worry because I had the pregnancy part covered since Maisie and so I had been on the pill.
I smiled as he laid on top of me, both us now without any clothes and we just savoured the moment. "Jen-- are you sure you want to..." Matt asked one last time.
I nodded before kissing him hungrily and wishing he would bloody get on with it. Oh and he did.
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I remember laying next to him completely naked after we'd finished and his hand came around my stomach as he laid behind me. I wasn't cold when he was there and I felt a comfort of being held by him. We must have fallen asleep straight away because I didn't remember much more than a few word exchanged.
"That was amazing" and "you're beautiful" were whispered into my ear as I fell asleep and I smiled completely glad I had done this.
The next morning I woke up panicked as to where I was before I remembered what I had done last night. I rolled over in Matt's arms and kissed him as I saw he was slightly awake.
"Hello." He smiled.
"Hi." I grinned kissing him once more before letting him wake up a bit. "So last night was..."
"Great." Matt mumbled into my ear before kissing my cheek.
"Really great but I assume you have an excuse for being home?" I frowned at Matt. He nodded. "Well i don't, I just left and I have class in..." I glanced across his shoulder at the alarm clock. "Thirty...five minutes and it's a 25 minute drive." I mumbled sitting up holding the bed sheets over me tightly.
"Ah I'm sorry I didn't realise. I would have woken you up earlier...set an alarm or something." Matt fumbled out of bed in just his pants as he slipped his jeans on and threw me my underwear, my jeans and my top.
"We didn't exactly have time to set an alarm." I laughed slipping my top over my head and running my hands through my hair to calm it down and leave it naturally wavy, but since it had been sit short this was quite a nice look.
"No we did not." Matt laughed throwing a top over his head. "I should probably explain why I'm home--"
"I would love to know why, honestly I'm not lying but I have to go." I laughed dialling the taxi company and ordering a taxi. It would be here in 5 minutes.
I wandered through his hallway to find my jacket hung up on the side and I panicked straight away. That wasn't were we left it, I'm almost definite it was in the floor. That means someone moved it.
"I'm sorry who are you?" A woman appeared round the corner of the kitchen door and jumped out of my skin completely terrified.
"Oh my god...uh I'm Jenna." I breathed extending a hand at which she shook it gently and politely.
"You're Jenna?" She smiled to herself. "Matthew, weren't you going to invite your friend for breakfast?" His mum said as I looked throughly embarrassed and heard Matt swear to himself in his bedroom down the hall.
"Oh it's alright I have to go--" I tried to say but she wasn't listening to me she was smiling to herself watching Matt suffer as he departed from his bedroom.
"Mum, she's got school, she can't stay." Matt appeared standing by me automatically.
"He's right. I have to go, the taxi will be here soon." I smiled at her gently.
"Ah alright. Well next time..." His mum smiled at me really nicely like she didn't even care I'd just slept with his son.
I heard the beep of my taxi and then quickly said goodbye to Matt just smiling at him and then leaving. "I'll call you." Is all I heard him say before I was out the door and in the back of the car.
What had I done?
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In Omnia Paratus (AU) - Book 2
FanfictionJenna's been through the rough. She isn't coping very well these days and friends and family are struggling to get through to her. "I did this wrong. I did this all wrong. Maisie, Richard, everything...How could I have let this happen?" "How did I...