Samantha's Marriage Proposal ★

Fifty

Chapter Fifty

"Happy birthday to us, my Love. and i miss you so much." I whispered on the microphone before playing a song.

its i miss you like crazy.

Nakapikit ako habang tinatangay nanaman ako ng kanta kung saan.

Sa kabilang panig ng mundo kung san ko sya iniwan.

This is the dreadful day. Its been exactly two years. Two years since i left him.

Since i left the man who took my breath away.

A familiar twitch of pain stung my heart.

Remembering his face when i left him on his knees.

Tama naman yung naging desisyon ko di ba?

"I'm sorry, Xander. I dont" bumuhos ng sobra yung luha ko habang tinitignan syang nakaluhod sa harap ko.

Tumakbo ako paalis ng Monte Martina. Parang pinipiga ang dibdib ko sa sakit habang naalala yung mukha nyang punong puno ng sakit.

Sorry, Xander. I didnt mean to hurt you.

Pumikit lang ako ng mariin dahil pakiramdam ko pag dumilat ako.

Bibigay na ako.

Ganyan kasakit ang bagay na hindi ko kontrolado.

Nung matapos ang kanta pinunasan ko ang pisngi kong basang basa ng luha.

Umani ako ng napakaraming palakpak.

But damn. Its not enough to take away the pain.

"Thank you Guys. i'm off early. See you tomorrow" paalam ko.

Tumayo na ko at dirediretsong tumakbo palabas sa gilid para pumunta sa bahay.

Gusto ko lang magmukmok kahit ngayong araw lang.

Hanggang ngayon nagdadasal pa rin ako na sana magising ulit ako sa tabi nya.

Wishing i could turn back the time so i could see you again.

So i could feel your lips again.

"I miss you" mahinang bulong ko saka umiyak.

nasa balcony ako ng bahay namin ni Tessa.

Nagmumukmok, umiiyak. Umaasa na sana dumating na yung araw na makakasama ko na ulit si Xander.

"And how i wish you're here right now" nabasag yung boses ko.

and every moment i'm away from you. my love grows stronger.

every second of every minute,every minute of every hour and every hour of everyday.

he's the only one in my heart.

and i will give up everything to have him back. kahit tumira pa ko sa piano. kahit ano.

if only i can turn back time.

sure i'll do everything. anything to feel him again, to have his lips pressed on mine. anything..

when will i get over you, Xander? Will i ever forget you in the next five years, decades, century and so?

maybe its just like the song.