Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

#13

I came back inside and spent the rest of the movie night thinking, about what happened and if it was real or I was just day dreaming too hard that it looked real.

I could only imagine Tom walking thru the streets around the apartment, with that suit and that hair.

I giggled and pictured him walking all charming, and people staring at him blankly.

Evy kept glancing at me ever since in a while and I just pretended I didn't see her, so she won't start talking.

I wasn't focused on the movie Evy and Mike has chosen to watch, I just stared at the TV, without seeing anything.

My eyes caught the box of chocolates over the TV, so I got up quickly to grab it and sat again, eating almost everything inside.

''Love, the reason I dislike that word is that it means too much for me, far more than you can understand." I repeated the sentence over and over again.

Why is this person talking about love?

And how can this person know and assume I won't understand love?

Love is underrated by so many people.

Love is not just something you feel towards someone else.

Love is compromise.

Love is sacrifice.

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.

The phrase came to mind, making me smile.

Who could be the one sending these gifts?

Where could you be right now?

Why you're hiding?

It will change anything once I find out who is it?

It will matter who's sending these gifts?

If it's someone I know?

How could be someone I know if I'm sure I know my friends pretty well?

Maybe I know the person but it's not my friend...

It could be the security, the guy from the grocery store, the cashier from the supermarket.

It could be even the concierge.

It won't matter who it is.

Because it won't be who I want

Would I give it a chance?

I don't think so.

I will just make them waste their time.

But why should I close myself and refuse to know someone?

Maybe I will like them.

Maybe they just need a chance.

Love faces two major adversities of opposite signs: to love who doesn't love us and to be loved for someone we can't love.

''Because what's worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?''

"Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back . . . then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else."

"Unrequited love is the infinite curse of a lonely heart."

But can I rewind what just happened?

Did I officially become friends with Tom Hiddleston?

Was this a new level?

Wasn't I his friend already?