Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

#45

4 hours.

I've been sitting on a table at Georgio's restaurant for 4 hours.

Nothing seems right.

Nothing feels right.

Nothing sounds right.

I felt abandoned.

I was thinking that maybe if I stared at the street long enough, Ge would appear around a corner and smile at me.

But no matter how hard and how long i wished, he wasn't coming.

He would never be here again, smiling, being happy, being Ge.

I wish i would have never go to that trip.

I blamed and judged myself for that every second now.

And I know Ge would give me that censored look if he knows what i'm feeling.

But he won't know.

"She's been there for hours, You should talk to her" Lauren whispered at Liam.

Both Liam and Lauren were watching from inside at Skylar, whom was sitting in her usual spot outside in the patio.

Liam watched from the distance, the way Skylar's face was wet from crying in silence.

Her knees against his chest and her arms embracing her legs.

"She looks so torn" Liam commented.

"You are an expert pointing the obvious, now go!" Lauren insisted.

"Hey" Liam poked my shoulder slightly.

I hurried to wipe my tears and tried to smile.

It's been a day since we buried him.

And now it's the first time in years that i come here and Ge is not here and that he will never be again.

"It's harder than i thought it would be" i tried to say without crying again.

We knew this day would come sooner or later, we were trying to be ready for that.

But now, nothing seems to work.

"I know, i know" Liam struggled my hands kindly. "We will get thru this, he would be happy if he knew we are trying to be happy after him leaving"

I buried my face between my knees and sighed long and deep.

"They're coming today for the reading, Matt and Josh" i said without looking at him.

"How thoughtful of them, coming for a special moment like that" Liam said disgusted.

Georgio's sons didn't even come for the burial and now they're coming to see if their dad left something for them.

I bet they won't even come for the memorial we are preparing for Ge in a few months.

"I can't look at their faces, they've been so ungrateful, so selfish and Ge loved them so much above all matters"

Just thinking that i have to see their faves made me feel sick.

"I don't even know if we should be there, maybe it's only for family" Liam said.

"They're anything but family, i don't care about the Will but they are no family of him, they only have his blood"

How can someone be a family when they never, Ever came to visit, they never called to know about their father, they never cared about him.