Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

#32

Gasping, I boarded the plane that was going to take us back.

I watched from the window, how the kids and the rest of the volunteers and natives waved at the plane.

Tom was standing there, between them, with his arms crossed over his chest and staring thoughtfully at the plane.

"So, this is it'' I thought, trying to get comfortable while the airplane started to move.

Sophie sat next to me and leaned over me, to watch outside.

"You know that there are more windows, right?'' I said, reluctantly and Sophie laughed, rolling her eyes.

"So... are you and Hiddleston a thing or nah?'' Sophie asked, with a smirk on her face.

''Sophie, we are... we are not... a thing'' I muttered and Sophie pouted.

"Too bad, because it's gonna be kinda impossible to talk to him from now on'' Sophie shrugged.

"Why?" I asked, curiously.

"Well, you know... interviews, premiers, more interviews, speeches, he will start to shoot his next movies and... more interviews?" Sophie explained, although I already knew that.

"That could be exactly the reason why we are not even close friends'' I said and chuckled.

"Oh come on! don't try to fool me, you don't go around late at nights, hugging tightly someone who's not at least your close friend'' Sophie teased.

"Maybe I just like to hug strangers'' I protested, but Sophie snorted.

''Pfft, sure!'' Sophie laughed and rolled her eyes. "What if he starts to date someone?'' she asked.

''So what? he's single and he can date whoever he wants'' I shrugged, even though I felt a bit of pain, just by thinking of seeing Tom kissing and hugging someone else.

"If I didn't know you a bit already, I would have thought you don't like him, but I do know you a little already and I know you do, I just don't understand why you're refusing to fight for him, there must be something else'' Sophie frowned, suspiciously.

"You're over thinking too much about this, just let it be'' I mumbled and leaned my head against the window.

''I hope you get to trust me enough to tell me what's going on, because I know there is something going on, I just won't be pushy'' Sophie said and lied on her seat.

I glanced at Sophie, who already closed her eyes and drifted on her dreams.

I didn't tell anything even to Evy.

Why would I tell something to Sophie?

I don't consider myself as a friend of Tom; I thought that to be something like that, should be more than just talking, for me, to become a friend and to accept someone as a friend, involved to be trusted.

I have never been so confused before.

Did we solve things out?

Have the kiss become some ugly memory both of us wanted to forget?

Did it mean something?

Why Tom acted like that these days?

'Well... not that I acted extraordinarily normal as well' I thought.

Why did I felt that Tom was hiding something, since he usually preaches that people should say what they think?

Was this the end of their... relationship?