Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

#47

I really don't know how this work.

How this system works.

Or you become the sweetheart of some loved celebrity and every fan hates you.

Or you become the lucky but hidden 'acquaintance' of some loved celebrity, that is later forgotten and disappear... and still their fans hates you.

I got a lot of hate, ever since i became friends with the boys.

They were in a band, i was a fan and then i met them and became a friend, more than that with one of them.

The fan base i've been part of for years turned against me for a while.

Then they got used and i think they accepted me again, somehow.

Then I met Tom, i was a fan, then I met him and... things happened.

His fans are more... civilised, i had some really bad comments coming my way.

Now they just have a bigger fish to catch.

And then... the boys introduced me to Harry and we became friends.

In some point, i knew they would come for me.

I was used to it.

At least that's what i thought, until today.

I was walking my way to Georgio's when two girls approached me.

They were teenagers, no more than 15 years old.

"Stay away from Harry, you ugly fat bitch"

They walked away fast, sending disgusted looks at me.

I stood there, dumbfounded.

I never imagined they could be so aggressive.

If they were older i would even be scared.

I knew it was just a few of them, not all of them are mean.

But the problem is that these few fans were the noisier.

It became common to find girls staring at me at the streets, or the shopping mall, even the grocery store.

I should stop befriending boy bands and actors.

I regret now deciding to walk instead of driving.

I tightened my coat around my body and walked faster.

Christmas was coming, it was cold.

I missed the rainy winter from London...

Although it was always a rainy day there.

I was still playing the images from last night in my head, over and over again.

Who am I?

I think i lost myself.

Did i become just the "friend of"?

No one knows who i really am.

I'm afraid i don't know either.

I tried to escape to another continent, to forget for a while, but i ended up right where i didn't want to be, around him.

"Hey, you're here early"

Liam was in Ge's old office, writing down some notes.

He ended up being a great manager.

"Yeah, i was kind of... scared to be there alone with my own thoughts"

I needed to be busy, doing something.

At least for the day.

"What about Evy? She lives with you"