Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

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A taxi...

I called a taxi, i don't know how i managed to stop one, in the middle of this crowded avenue.

The dress, yes, maybe the dress helped.

Or... maybe was the fact that i jumped in front of one.

I gave the man the address.

My heart was beating fast.

I felt disappointed.

I felt... fooled.

Manipulated.

How many times...

How many times do we have to go thru this.

Before i realize nothing make sense.

It will never happen.

It will never work.

He's calling.

So many times.

Love... would you stop?

Hurt me no more.

If you are with her, leave me here with the good memories i have of you.

My make up must have been all ruined, because when we stopped in front of my hotel, the driver looked horrified.

I didn't care.

I just needed to get my stuff and get away from here.

Maybe i could go to South America and hide in Brazil forever.

Such a coward that i am.

Is it worth it to protect my heart?

Yes.

Am i being selfish?

Maybe.

Damn it, i can't just leave my staff without talking with them first.

Would they understand if i say i had an emergency?

What emergency, exactly?

Oh, i need to run because i can't deal with my feelings toward Tom Hiddleston.

God, even his name hurts.

Shit, i can't leave tonight.

I'm going to be unprofessional and immature.

That's not what Ge would want it.

He put me on charge because he trusted me.

Ugh! I need a shower.

Every part of my body and mind is sore.

I wonder if this hotel have a massage service.

But i wouldn't let an stranger touch me.

I think i'm falling asleep.

What time is it?

Oh! The Oscars must be streaming right now.

I walked to the bathroom and found a luxurious bathtub waiting for me to drown in it.

There's no way i'm gonna watch that show and see how handsomely and gorgeously he walks over that stage and never being able to make him mine.

Instead, i will sink in this huge tub and never get out.

Maybe i will turn into a mermaid.

Or until my skin shrinks like an 90 year old woman.