Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

#22

For me, it was stupid to think that he would stay.

I was punishing myself mentally for being so foolish.

It was not the first time i have been thru heartbreak for someone leaving me.

But this time it was hurting me for real.

I knew he would always mean the world to me.

I wished we didn't have to end this way.

This is what happens when two different worlds collide.

Some parts stays the same, but some another gets affected by the collision and end up completely destroyed.

Maybe his world was a lot bigger than mine.

And that's why my world seemed more affected and destroyed than his.

Things like this do not happen to normal humans and that's why it has to end.

''God, I hope this can't last longer!'' I begged.

I wanted to rip off my heart and throw it on the bin.

He came around without warning.

He was the reason of my smiles.

I wanted him to be the reason.

I wondered what that feeling was.

It was being hard to let it go.

But it was only the first day.

I never knew i would need someone like i did.

It doesn't matter what i did before and who with.

Every moment i shared with him, he made it look brighter than anything else i have done.

It was more than worthy.

''Ready?'' Evy asked, leaning over the door frame.

I nodded trying to feel at least a bit of Evy's excitement.

Even though Evy's excitement was because Michael said he would bring another famous friend to watch the movie with them.

Evy was crazy in love with the band.

I wasn't so excited because of that, I knew that would bring a bit of attention towards them and i never liked that.

...

He was standing across the street, behind a car.

She couldn't see him.

But she could feel him.

Skylar scanned around like she used to do every time she was at Georgio's.

There was no one she would like to see.

Tom watched Skylar from afar, having a meal with her friends.

It could be the last time he saw her.

His jaw was clenched and he felt overwhelmed at how powerless he was.

He couldn't do this to her.

He wanted to know what she was thinking whenever she stared at table for so long.

Was she thinking about him?

He could never know.

Skylar was so hard to read.

Her big blue eyes were quiet and intense.

Like a huge blue wall you would never be able to climb unless she tells you how.

That was the same thing Skylar thought about tom.