Tom's Sky (¡A Tom Hiddleston fanfiction !)

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I walked as fast as I could, tears already started to stream down my face and I hurried to get home and get rid of this lump in my throat with a good shower and a hot coffee.

Yes, coffee, not tea.

I needed something stronger right now than tea.

I could drink some whiskey right now, but that would make me an alcoholic.

I don't want that.

Addicted to coffee looks less dangerous.

And deciding which addiction is less dangerous is definitely something I shouldn't be doing.

This couldn't be happening to me.

I got home and threw my bag on the couch and ran to the bathroom.

I heard the stuff from my bag falling in the ground as I close the door.

I couldn't believe I just argued with Tom a few minutes ago.

Instead of having a nice conversation, a cute selfie or a touching message with an autograph.

No, I had to turn something easy to something impossible.

How am I even going to look at him again after this?

And why am I blaming myself for this?

I didn't do anything wrong.

But why I keep asking what I've done?

I never thought that meeting your idol could go so terribly wrong.

And he didn't say why he ignored me earlier.

Okay, stop it!

He may have had a bad day and you're doing such a big deal over nothing and ruining the chance of your life.

What chance?

And what life?

You're no one to him, why he even would care to say hi to you?

Get over it!

I just really need coffee right now and all will be fine.

I took a quick shower and wore my black yoga pants and a grey hoodie and walked to the kitchen.

Someone knocked the door slightly and I stopped what I was doing to hear if it was here or at the neighbor.

The door knocked again and I rolled my eyes.

I was walking to my lobby when they knocked again.

''Coming!'' I yelled.

I was very lazy, even to hurry up and know who it was.

''There's a fucking doorbell just... right... next... to the damn door knob...'' I muttered whilst opened the door and...

Just when I opened the door, I remembered that I should have checked it out first through the peephole.

''Hiddleston!'' I gasped in surprise.

''I'm sorry!'' he apologized as soon as I said his name.

''What... what do you want?'' I asked with my heart in my throat.

''I said I wanted to walk you home'' he said a bit shy.

''what!? How... how did you get here?'' I asked, I was so confused right now. ''you... you followed me?'' I asked again, astonished.

''Can I come in?'' he asked, making a puppy face.

''Answer me!'' I insisted.

''I... well... uh, I already knew where you live'' he said and my jaw dropped even more.