"This may not be our time, and the world may not be on our side, but our love is written in the stars. All I wanna do is to be with you" - Be With You (Aicelle Santos)
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Unexpectedly, I received a text message from Rodmar one night and hes inviting me for a dinner with Ford. At first, medyo awkward pa yun for me knowing na aalis na nga ako pa Singapore.
Kung meron man akong pinaka mas nakakausap sa mga fansclubs ni Ford, and specific person na yun is si Rodmar and Mariel. Since sila lang din naman yung mada-daldal and at the same time, alam ko naman na trust worthy din naman sila. Dont get me wrong, I do love the fangirls of Ford. All of them, pero pili lang yung pinagsasabihan ko about random topics and issues.
Alam din naman kasi nila na aalis na ko pa Singapore kaya parang padespedida na din daw nila yun sakin, goodluck dinner for Ford dahil finale na bukas ng Pinoy Boyband and bonding with the team na din.
Sa akin, okay lang naman. Hindi ko din naman kasi sila matanggihan but for some unspeakable reason. Ford declined the invitation. Hindi namin nakasama si Ford dahil todo at puspusan na talaga yung trainings nila which is acceptable and understandable naman. Sino ba kami para madisappoint diba? At least, Ford is doing his best to win the competition. Dun lang, okay na kami. Knowing that Ford is pushing himself for the title.
I have a dinner with the admins of Fordsters sa isang kainan along Timog. This girls is like sisters to me kaya hindi naman ako ganung na-awkwardan at smooth lang yung flow ng conversations namin.
"Ate, pag umalis ka na. Paano na kayo ni Ford?" Tanong ni Renjoy
"Ah, ano. Obviously. LDR kami" sagot ko na medyo tumamlay yung aura ko.
"Sayang. Pero okay lang naman yun ate, naiintindihan ka din naman namin" sagot ni Rodmar.
"Thanks guys, mamimiss ko kayo. Ingatan nyo si Ford aa? Make him happy always, okay?" Sabi ko at para kong nagla-last will and testament. Wow, obviously Ces yun naman talaga ang committed promise nila kay Ford eversince. Hindi mo na din kailangang sabihin pa. Tsss. Ang awkward kasi. Im not good on goodbyes, seriously.
"Okay po. Promise" sagot nilang lahat at naka taas pa yung mga kamay na parang namamanatang makabayan.
Right after that dinner. Nagtext si Ford na pwede naman daw namin syang makita or a mini meet up for the girls since breaktime daw nila that time. Its almost 10pm na din nun but still, they still managed to go sa ABS compound to see Ford.
Magkausap kami ni Niel habang naglalakad na kami sa may Center road. Tinanong ko kasi sa kanya kung nasan si Ford since cannot be reach na yung phone nya. Which I found it weird kasi nakapag-text pa nga sya sakin kani-kanila lang.
I have to admit, biglang lumabas yung inner paranoid self ko. May kutob kasi kong may hindi magandang mangyayare. And to tell you, halos lahat ng ganitong kutob ko minsan nagkakatotoo talaga.
"Hays. San naman kaya pumunta yun?" Tanong ko kay Niel. Nasa may loob na kami ng ABS pero hindi pa din namin makita si Ford sa mismong place na sinabi nya kung saan kami magme-meet.
"Ewan ko ate ee. Nandyan lang yun" sagot ni Niel
"Omaygad. Sino yung girl?" naririnig kong bulung-bulungan ng mga girls sa gilid. Pero since kausap ko si Niel, hindi ko sila masyadong pinapansin since baka mamaya artist lang na iba or what.
"Sige. Thank you" sabi ko at bababa ko na sana yung tawag kaso bigla akong kinausap ni Mariel
"Ate wag kang titingin" sabi nya at dun nga sa may kabilang hallway. May nakita kong isang lalaki na may kausap na isang babae.
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