The Bestfriend's Playlist (Book 1 Completed)

Chapter 24 | Change and Challenges

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Its been one week since nung naging kami ni Ford. Honestly, madami talagang pinagbago sakin, or even sa kanya. Though yes, nandun pa din naman yung love and support namin sa isat isa. Siguro meron lang talaga kaming isang major conflict na kinakaharap.

Its love vs our chosen profession.

Teaching is my profession. Nandun yung calling ko ee. And yes, Im a graduated as an Education Student. If I passed my licensure exam, I will be Cecille Joyce Dominguez LPT. Sounds good right?

But Ford, yes. Lets assume that he will be a successful singer, or a member of the Boyband na bubuoin ng ABS Management. Isnt it awkward for us?

I mean, a teacher will fell inlove with a Boyband superstar or most likely, a singer will fell inlove with a teacher.

Its not just an ordinary love story though. Kung sa korean drama pa, pwede. Just like Descendants of the Sun where a soldier will fell inlove with a Doctor. But this is not a cliche movie or story that we watched or read about. Its about ours, our story.

Imagine, ano na lang ang magiging reaksyon ng mga tao if ganun nga. Seeing Ford's fangirls, is like a big trouble for me. Yes, selfish na kung selfish. Pero aaminin ko, threaten ako sa kanila. Yes, nandun na tayo. Importante yun sa career ni Ford kung saka-sakali. But, iba pa din talaga yung libo-libo yung alam mong makakaagaw mo. Libo, or maybe a million kung sakali.

In our first week, Ford and I build up our Trust. Perhaps, it is the best foundation of a relationship, right? Everytime, we talk all about our experience, guilty pleasures, mistakes, regrets and even our past. At least, kung dadating man yung point na mapaguusapan namin yun in the near future, aware na ko, or aware na kami na "sensitive yan" or "hindi na dapat pagusapan yan" and such. Saka we are very open pagdating sa kung sino-sino ang mga nakakahalubilo namin sa araw-araw.

Yes, as I mentioned earlier. If ever, Ford is in the showbizness. Issues and Intrigues dito, at doon ang ipupukol sa kanya just to wreck his career. Nandyan din na ililink sya kung kani-kaninong babae or such. Im just preconditioning my mind on what are the possible things that will happen in the near future. If ever na nakapasok si Ford sa Boyband Superstar.

I know its sound illegal to say na "sana hindi sya matanggap" or "sana matalo sya" like that. Pero masisisi mo ba ko? Just like a possesive girlfriend, natatakot kasi ko na one day, mawala na lang sakin si Ford or the universe conspired para maghiwalay kami.

Its kinda look pathetic or paranoid though. But Im just stating what I feel. And open naman ako kay Ford pagdating sa bagay na to.

"Relax, Ba. Chill ka lang" sabi ni Ford sakin as Im talking to him habang nakaupo kami sa sala at nanunuod ng The Voice Kids. After that franchise, yung Pinoy Boyband naman ang papalit kaya mas lalo akong kinakabahan sa araw na nag-air na yung show.

"Okay. Basta, natatakot kasi ko ee" sabi ko na lang at naglalambing sa kanya.

"Asus, bakit ka naman natatakot? Natatakot ka na mawawala ako sayo? Edi itali mo ko" sabi nya at niyakap nya ko para mabawas-bawasan naman yung tensyon ko. Mas tensyonado pa nga ata ako kesa sa resulta ng Battle rounds ng mga bata ee.

"Wag kang magaalala. Iingatan ko yung relasyon natin"

To be honest, we are both protecting our relationship. For us ni Ford, our relationship is sacred. I know its kinda over reacting or what but our main goal is to keep our relationship growing, or stronger and working things out. Though Im always thinking negative stuff, but still. I have utter trust and faith with Ford.