z nation imagines (completed)

look up more~Anastasia

Me and My best friend Anastasia were looking up at the stars. I was in love with the view of the stars. My boyfriend and I would never do stuff like this but when I was with Anastasia,it was different. She understood me,made me feel special,told me how Beautiful and cute I was,My boyfriend only called me pet names,asked me if was okay to hold my hand or hug me or even kiss me,I didn't understand why he was so nervous to do those things but he was. I wanted break up with him but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I knew I loved Anastasia more though and it made me feel like a bad person wanting to grab her and kiss her but when my boyfriend wanted to kiss me I would say 'no not right now' or something like that. "We should look up more" Anastasia said and it knocked me out of my thoughts "Yeah,your right" I said grabbing her hand and she smiled and I kissed her,I couldn't help it,she kissed but I heard a voice and it made me pull away "Y/N What the fu-" I cut my boyfriend off by standing up "Y/BF/N I-Uh-Um I can Explain?" I said "There is no need for that,I saw you making out with your best friend! WHY?! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO FOR YOU TO DO THIS" He yelled "YOU DID NOTHING! LOVE ISN'T A CHOICE! I DON'T CHOOSE WHO I LOVE AND WHO I DON'T OKAY" I yelled with tears in my eyes "I'm sorry,I'm sorry" He said and walked over to me and hugged me. I cried into his chest for a good minute before pulling away "I-I want to be with Anastasia" I said and looked at Her "Well I don't want to be with you" She said and walked away. My jaw dropped,My heart sank,I swear I stopped Breathing. I felt nothing,saw nothing,and couldn't hear anything. The only thing I felt was the pain,but it went away and I welcomed the Numb feeling

 

Hey Guys so this story is kind of what's going on in my life Right now,I just broke up with my boyfriend because I like this girl but she likes someone else😭 Anyways,She does make me feel really special and pretty and when I felt like ending it all she was there. SO! She has my wattpad so I hope she never see this🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ 🤪 😂  Anyways! I love you guys so much! I'm sick Right now soooooo Yeahhhhh yay me!!! 😂 😂 😂 😭 bye my little Z killers!!!!!!!!