afraid

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death of jahseh dywane ricardo onfroy (xxxtentacion)
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billie
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"jahhhhhh, look at this fucking motorcycle!" billie screams jumping on the bed.

"that's sick as fuckkkk!" he laughs

"we gotta go check it out!" billie day plopping down on the bed next to jah.

"there's a motorcycle store up the street , wanna go there ?" he asks

"HELL YEAH JAH LETS GO!"  billie yells , running outside into jah's lambo.

and they drive off to the motorcycle store.
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"you wanna go in wit me ?" billie asks

"nah i'm hella hungry, imma head down the street. i'll be back." jah says

"alr bro , i love you ❤️"

"love you too" jah says before speeding off down the street.

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*gunshots*

"JAHSEH!"
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Layla
I clench into Billie's hand as she begins to sqwarm around in bed. I know that she's having nightmares about jahseh. The therapist told me and her that if were gonna get through it we have to let each other finish the nightmare.

"baby i'm here... right here." i say softly.

"thank you angel ." billie says

"you wanna talk about it?" i say rubbing her scalp as she lays her head on my chest.

"i just miss him soooo much. and it's like every time i close my eyes. i just replay that day in my head all the time." she says

"i promise you baby, we're gonna get through this." i say kissing her forehead then her hands.

"for jah"
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a.c 💔
his death was really hard for me because i remember. the day that he died. when i found out he died. i was listening to his music and going hard as hell. jumping on my bed and shit , i was supposed to be doing laundry. then my mom told me that he was shot and i just remember thinking "he's gonna be okay, please tell me he's okay god please" and then i followed the news and i found out that he didn't make it and i just kept replaying jocelyn flores for 2 months straight.

#longlivejah💔🥺

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