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heartbreak
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karri
i push open the front door roughly throwing my bag on the floor and going to the kitchen.
"hey sweetie" my mom greets
"hey mom" i sigh
"what's wrong, not a good day?" my dad asks
"yeah it's just pretty hectic. everywhere and practice was cancelled so yeah." i explain and sit down
"okay well me and your dad are gonna head to the store . do you need anything." my mom says picking up the keys and walking closer to the door
"uhm yeah i'll just text you what i want." i say
"okay don't be to long" my mom says opening the door
"okay love you!" i shout as she says it back.
i grab my bag and look at the clock and race to my bedroom throwing my bag across the room and racing to fix my bed.
"okay i have five minutes. i'm gonna clean my room and bathroom kinda sorta and the just lay down." i say quietly to myself
i rush around the room for about 6 minutes before i hear frantic knocks at my window. i turn around and there she is.
i go iver to the window and push it open enough for them to climb in themselves.
"finally what kept you" she says
"my mom just left like not even 30 minutes ago." i sigh plopping down on the bed.
we get done with our homework as i feel her hand move against my thigh. i don't say anything because maybe it was accidental. until she moves higher. her hand now rubbing against my crotch.
i let out a hitched breath as he chuckles.
"you like that huh mamas ?" she asks
"just fuck me already" i say straddling as she tangled her fingers in my hair and pulls me for kissing.
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i lay flat on the bed looking up at the black ceiling in the dark room.
i can hear the bedsheets moving. them a hand tracing from my nipples to my clit. she stops as she hears my breath hitch once again.
"are you okay with this ?" she asks
"yes." i say
she starts rubbing her finger against my clit in small circles for a minute before removing my pants and rubbing more harshly.
i moan out her name from time to time but it's more screaming and squealing.
"fuck i'm gonna cum." i drag out
"go ahead mamas" and say attaching her mouth to my crotch as the warm liquids flow from my body.
"that was great" i say plopping down
"damn right" she say plopping down next to me.
"can i yell you something. and promise you won't get upset." i say
"i can't promise anything but i can try." she says
"i think i like you" i say
then it just gets quiet. not just a regular quiet. awkwardly tension type of quiet.
"say something please." i say
"i- i think i should go." she says blankly
"please just talk to me about this." i suggest
"i'm sorry but i told you no strings. just sex." she says getting off of the bed and heading for the door.
i race her to the door but she can't see me. and i turn on the lights.
yeah i had been crying while we were just sitting in the dark so my eyes are really red and puffy.
"well i'm not just gonna be your fuck buddy." i yell
"i told you JUST SEX. now please open the door so i can leave." she says back
"if you leave don't come back until you gonna take us serious." i say opening the door.
then she leaves. just like that, gone.
"billie" i sigh out
and that was the 9th time she broke my heart.
