német napsugarak - versek

i don't know

Dark clouds gathering around the town,
This bottle with the godly liquid I own.
I smell it and take a shot like this is the last minute on earth,
My throat burns, I know what this is, it's a curse.

But I can't change how I feel about this kind of stuff.
It takes me somewhere else, it tastes like my last love.
It gives me warmth and strength, sadness and hell.
At the same time I'm ready to fell.

On the floor to a cold embrace of the false hands,
I see it, I want it, I love it and my knee bends.
It controls me, changes me as a person, I'm not the same,
It welcomed me and I gladly came.

What a mistake, what a lie, now I can't hide.
Please, save me from this monster I became, you say just lay down.
But that's not enough, I'm always gonna need more.
My heart and soul is poor,
I don't know how to change me anymore.