Sweet Summer Day (MiChaeng)

63. I guess now

Mina's POV 

"Nothing, I guess," I said in a low voice.

"Yah!! Are you giving up?" Momo asked as she raised her voice.

"You know Chaeyoung loves you too. So why don't you fight for her? We'll help you." Sana smiled placing her hands on my shoulder.

"But she said she won't be with me," I stated sadly. 

"You know that's a lie. She loves you and you love her so what's stopping you guys from being together?" Momo asked. 

"She told me in my dream." 

"You can't just believe and choose your options from your dreams," Momo said. 

"You did with Dahyun," I stated. 

"Well... that's umm. That's completely a different thing." She hesitated while answering. 

"You hesitated." I pointed out. 

"Mina, you see dreams like that don't matter when it comes to love. If Chaeyoung is your happiness then what's wrong with going after it? There's nothing wrong with giving things that make you happy a try." Sana advised. 

"It's not like we're going to force her to be in a relationship with you. Both of you can just talk with each other and sort things out." She added. Momo nodded agreeing with the things Sana was saying. 

"I don't think she wants to meet me and ho-" Momo cut me off. 

"There you again thinking negatively about it. You should know yourself. When someone loves you, no matter what they say or do they are always happy to see you. They could be crying, act cold towards you, or just not talk to you at all. Whatever it is, you know that somewhere inside they are happy to see you." 

"I know that but honestly I don't think me myself is ready to see her. I mean like how do I face her when I know the truth that is unaware of. Like do I go to her and say I already know everything so please come back to me. See no matter how much you love the other person. It doesn't always end up with the two being together. Chaeng surely loves me but does she want to be with me? I can't help play these things in my mind." I said what I had in my mind. 

"You know it doesn't work one way. I want to be with her but the fact that she said she doesn't deserve me and wants to stay away from me... it's just hard. I love her and I have to think about her feelings too and do what's best for both of us." I added. 

"We understand where you're coming from and you do have a valid point but... do you think that is what's best for Chae? To marry some random guy she barely knows just because her parents are forcing her to? If you're really going to think about it that way then, please take this point in mind too. I don't want to see my two besties living a regretful life." Momo said and headed out. 

"Think about it carefully and if you need help with anything just let us know. I don't want to see you two regret these decisions too." Sana said and left. 

"Also..." Sana said as she popped her head in. 

"Dinner is ready and we'll help you fix your messy room after dinner so come out." She added and left walking towards the kitchen. 

I sighed and walked out for dinner. 

I really don't know what to do about us Chaengie. What do you want to do? 

Chaeyoung's POV 

I want to be with her so bad but I can't. I can go to her house and explain all the things but I can't. I don't want to make her life hard because of me. I wish you were here with me so you could support me, halmeoni.