Sweet Summer Day (MiChaeng)

73. Fell Again

Chaeyoung's POV 

The day is coming to an end. We have 10 minutes left till the lesson ends. My body is in the classroom but my mind is drifting away to a place it always likes to hang out. I don't want to hang out there anymore because it gives me pain but honestly, that place is also the place that makes me happy the most. That is probably the reason why I can't stop going there. I wish our brain and heart weren't connected to each other. At least I wouldn't be able to feel the hurt in my heart from my mind. My heart would be here minding its own business while my mind will be there minding its own, not affecting one another. 

*Ring* 

And that's the end. 

The professor left first then the students made their way out of the classroom. I saw Yeri waiting for me at the door. 

"Ready to go?" She asked while fixing her bag.

"I'm gonna do some catch up in the library. You can go ahead." I said with a smile. 

She looked at me in a mysterious way. 

I hope she doesn't catch my lie. 

"Fine. I would love to stay but I gotta be somewhere and I guess you want the calm environment so I won't tell Jungkook Oppa where you are." She winked and smiled to which I responded with a smile as well. 

A fake tedious smile. 

"Bye Chaeng. See you later." She waved and left. 

"Bye." I waved back. 

Thank god she didn't suspect anything. I guess I'm better at acting than I thought I was. 

I did lie about the catch-up however I didn't lie about going to the library. I like to stay here after the day ends because there aren't many students here. Especially this side of the library. 

We got a library inside a library if that makes any sense. Basically, there is a hidden block on the far side corner of this library that I guess only a few people knows about. It's actually not hidden and definitely not a secret side or something but students are still unaware about this side. Jungkook Oppa is one of those few who knows about this side. Actually, he was the one who introduced me to this place. When I'm stuck in this university and not in a mood, I usually come here and sketch to relax or distress from my hectic life. 

I took a seat and brought out my sketch kit. I laid it on the table and arranged it so its easier for me to get the tool I want. I don't know what to sketch so I spent some time thinking and walking around the library. The librarian kept looking at me as if I'm going to steal a book or something. I don't care what people think about me anymore not as I did before but now I'm just more... unbothered? 

There's nothing inspiring in this boring library. 

I made my way back to the table and went through my past sketches. I've had this sketchbook since I left my friends and decided to continue the boring rich lifestyle that I didn't ask to be a part of. 

I sketched a lot on this one. The times I had spent with them. I sketched some of them here.
Me, Tzuyu and Dahyun eonnie when we first met each other in the balcony.
Nayeon, Jeongyeon and Jihyo eonnie when we became neighbours.
Momo and Sana eonnie babying me after we got to meet each other again. 
And especially my Mina or something I like to call a masterpiece because she is one, she fills my sketchbook. Almost all the pages I turn after the 6th page are the pages filled with either her portrait or us together smiling in each other's embrace. I also sketched some other random things like the beach, Namsan Tower, Jungkook and Taehyung Oppa because Jungkook Oppa wouldn't stop pestering me.