More Than Human

Chapter 17

I barely saw Harry till Sunday afternoon where he offered to take me back to the base. The entire car journey we sat in silence till about five minutes from the base, "stop the car!" Harry slammed on the breaks and pulled over.
"What the hell Amy?!" Harry growled at me turning the engine off.
"Can we talk about it?" I asked not looking at him.
"About what?" He frowned with a huff, he knew what I wanted to talk about. Now he'd marked me I could sense more, more of what he was thinking and feeling.
"About this," I pulled the collar of the oversized jumper I was wearing so he could see the bite mark that had now turned black like a tattoo. "And what happened, I just feel like you maybe went too far." He gripped the steering wheel tightly as I continued "like I don't remember what happened and you just keep being dismissive about...."
"About what? We had a beautiful night together and you and Daniel keep making out that you weren't conscious but really would I keep going if you weren't completely with it?" I shook my head as he turned the engine on again then leaned across kissing the mark, "see so stop thinking about it."
"Okay," he pulled back onto the road heading to the base. I kept my gaze out of the car window, maybe I was just overthinking it. Soon we rolled past the guards and into the loading dock. "I'll see you soon then?"
"Yeah soon," he leaned over again kissing the mark and nibbling a bit before I spotted Becca and jumped out of the car. Harry cheerfully waved to her before reversing and revving out of the base.
Pulling up my jump to cover the mark I walked straight passed Becca to the lift. She jogged to catch up as the lift pinged arriving with a few agents, who disembarked before the two of us got in.
Becca hummed then asked "so how was your weekend?" I shrugged my shoulders so she poked my arm making me wince. Frowning she asked with a concerned voice "are you okay?"
"Yeah, yeah" I bit my tongue gently before pressing the emergency stop button. "Can I ask you a weird question?"
"Okay," she leaned on the side of the lift giving me a curious look.
"Have you ever you know..um like after doing it....like forgot or like can't remember?" Now concern plastered her face.
"What happened? Actually hold that thought," she pushed the emergency button and we rode silently till the ping. She then took my hand and led me through the dorms to her own room. Now married she only used it two or three nights a week. Pulling me inside she locked the door. "Right no one will disturb us. What happened?"
"Well Harry and I, but I don't remember any of it. I remember him marking me," I pulled the jumper off to reveal the edges of the scars along my arms but more clearly the mark on my neck. The deep black lines of Harry's wolf canines now imprinted in my skin. "Harry said I didn't pass out but I can't remember anything after this. I woke up to claw marks on my arms and back but then Harry's been avoiding me until we drove back today."
"Amy that is rape, he assaulted you. People don't forget their first time. We need to tell Alistair," she turned to go for the door but I grabbed her arm.
"I don't want him to know, I can work through this with Harry. He might just have got carried away, I had made him wait long enough." I begged for the secrecy.
She sat us both down on her little sofa "Amy all I can do is support you in your choice but please don't let him do this to you again. I don't give a dam wether he's your wolf mate or not, no woman deserves to be treated like that." I nodded knowing she was right but also for the simple fact that I was in denial. Hopeful Harry and I would move on from this and it wouldn't happen again.