Daniel stood in the doorway of the bathroom watching me. I had my back to him plaiting my hair while looking in the mirror. "So you want to talk about it?" He asked as I finished with my hair. I had a loose fitting green summer dress on so my mark was exposed. Letting my hand linger right on it I smiled to myself. "You can ignore what happened or if we talk about it we can...."
I spun to face him and smiled "I'm fine. I can't have sex with you but I'm fine." I was frustrated as was he. Three nights now we'd tried and every dam time I'd freaked out. "I'm fine," I repeated gripping one hand in a tight fist.
Stepping towards me he gently uncurled my fist then held my hand. "You are not fine and that's okay, talk to me please" he squeezed reassuringly.
I let out a big sigh, "I want the sex, with you. I want it and I can feel that you want it."
"What I want doesn't matter," he commented.
"It does matter, but it's more he shouldn't bother me anymore." I squeezed the bridge of my nose closing my eyes for a moment. "When we start with the kissing and stripping of clothes I'm thinking yes let's do the deed and then poof I can't control the fear and pain that starts to drown me even though I know it's you."
"Okay so why don't we try this then, when you feel horny we will just strip and go for it. We can skip the hot and heavy petting? See if that works" he suggested. "The most important thing is you feel comfortable and enjoy it." He placed a kiss to my lips making me groan.
"I'm in a permanent state of horny since you marked me," I knew it was common for wolves to feel like they were in heat till having sex with their mate for the first time after marking but this had become torture and last time I'd not had even a moment to feel this heat.
Cupping my face he pressed a deep kiss to my lips making me groan again. He lifted me up onto the basin by my hips never breaking the kiss. Pressing my hands into his chest I started to cry, "I'm broken" I whimpered.
Holding me against his chest he whispered "you are not broken."
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More Than Human
ParanormalThe EU referendum had caused chaos even before the votes are cast. For the magic communities murder and destruction has become a threat to everyday life. Werewolf packs that have fled war begun by humans are being completely wiped out. Vampires are...
