Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 95

It's two in the morning..Two souls are still wide awake. Sleep just won't visit them and the shadows are surrounding them.. It was something they both didn't like but its something that they can't control...

Cheryl soul was slowly breaking apart crashing down. She figured that its harder when she knows that her daughter hates her and she can see that than she knows her daughter hates her but they still haven't met... It was tearing her into pieces. She's lost and doesn't know what to do..

Max was a broken sould already.. She's becoming selfish..And doesn't care of anybody's feelings or what they have to say about her...She just knows that as long as you live, all you got is yourself and nobody else..Cause in time, they will leave you..they will say goodbye..

Max didn't know that her anger is still there..The anger, disappointment and frustration is still running in her blood until Rose brought her past up.. She thought it was gone but it seems like a bit of love covered it for a while but until now..She's still mad at her Mam..And it breaks her heart that she can't seem to forgive her..

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"Will you be alright here?" Katy asked as she grab her bag with Cheryl beside wearing huge sunglasses..She can't let them notice her puffy eyes from the lack of sleep and the crying last night...

"Mmh" Max focused her attention on the telly not even taking a glance at her parents. Katy sighed and walk over her daughter kissing her on the forehead..

"Text us if there's something you need or something is wrong.."

"Bye baby..I love you so much.." Cheryl whispered as she pulled her daughter into a tight hug..Max pretended that nothing is happening..She just stares at the telly keeping her arms down on her side not saying a single word.

Cheryl swallowed a lump in her throat as she pull away and look at her daughter. But nothing change Max still stares at the telly without making any contact with Cheryl.. She paused a few seconds just staring at Max waiting for her to say something but nothing came out of her..

"Chez, its time to go.."Katy whispered rubbing her back as Cheryl completely pulled away standing up straight.. She lets out a shaky breath and just turn walking out of the house..

"Maxene..I know sweetie that you're lost right now.And I just want you to know that..we're here for you..You don't have to push us away especially your Mam...She's hurt." A smirk appeared on Max's face making a frown form on Katy's face.

"You want to discuss what hurt or pain means?"

"What do you mean..Babe what's gotten into you.."

"You don't know pain until you're staring at yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face and you're begging yourself to just hold on and be strong..." Katy was taken aback by her once cheery daughter's words..She turned on the opposite side.

"That is pain." She whispered in pure sadness..

"Babe.."

"Go now...I'll be fine..You'll be late"

"Ma-"

"Just go please..I'll be fine" Katy sighed in defeat.. So she just turn and walk out of the house leaving a broken soul behind..with her words stuck in her head playing over and over again like a broken record.

"I'm in deep deep pain.."
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Cheryl's feeling uneasy all day.. She feels something is not right, her heart was pounding, she can't keep still and her mind was flying around that her management had already called her attention many times already ehile Katy keeps messing up her steps like there was something that's making her do it.. They still haven't heard from their daughter and its making them crazy...until Cheryl's meeting was done, she immediately dialled Max's number.. But it always went straight to voice mail with her cheery voice ringing in her ears making her miss her Maxene more..