Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 137

Cheryl's P.O.V.
We're currently walking through the hallways of the hospital making our way to Maxene's room. I honestly don't know what to feel when I see her, I'm still disapointed at her.

"Here we are." Katy faced us making me look at her. "I want you two to talk. Kimberley and I will leave you two later okay."

"Yea." Katy took my hand before opening the door. We walked in and I instantly caught Max's stare. I can't look at her, maybe because her injuries reminds us of what happen.

I snap out of my thoughts by Kimberley whispering in my ear.

"She haven't stop crying and asking for you. You two seriously need to talk." She pulls away and gave us a smile.

I took a glance at Max and saw her eyes are welling up and I think Katy saw this too.

"Uhm I think I forgot something in the car. I'm just going to get it." Katy said making me look at her.

"I'll go with you." Before I could protest, they were out of the door leaving me and Max alone. I let out a sigh and walked slowly towards Max giving her a kiss on the forehead.

"How are you?" I whispered as I sat myself down on the chair beside the bed facing her.

My eyes travel to her green orbs staring at us deeply. She sniffed, probably hiding the tears and I can't deny that I'm the same state as hers. Everytime my eyes travel to her neck and arm, I can picture her in a crash and its driving us insane.

"Mammy I'm sorry.. " I watch her as she starts to rub her eyes trying to hide her tears. And it seems all the anger and frustration in us faded. She had the power in us to do that.

"I'm really sorry.. Mammy.. I know you're mad at me. And I regret what I did..I-I just miss you a-and I need you right now." That's when she broke down in tears and she can't seem to stop, I gave in and stood up wrapping my arms around and she immediately clings to us.

"I'm sorry"

"I know, I just.. Babe.." I was alarmed as her breath starts to hitch making me pull away and look at her.

"M-Mam I-I ca-can't breathe."

"Sh*t." I grab my bag and rummage through my heart beating out of my chest. Its a good thing I always have her inhaler with us.

I grabbed the inhaler and rushed to Max putting the inhaler in her mouth pressing on it.

She lets out a breath. And I pressed on it again before releasing it from her lips. I held onto her tight instantly blaming myself for what just happen. Max haven't had an attack for ages its just now that started.

"Mammy, I'm so sorry."

"Ssshh, Its okay now.. Stop crying." I rubbed her back as I place comforting kisses on her temple.

Witnessing my little girl like this breaks my heart into pieces and it kills me that I left her last night. And is only now that I realize that no matter what happens she's still my daughter, that I should be the one who's there by her side, no matter what she did good or bad.

"I'm so-"

"Ssshh baby." I pulled away and held her face and rest my forehead against hers.

"I'm sorry" I whispered. " I'm sorry I left you last night. I'm sorry, I didn't let you explain."

"Mam, I understand its my fault."

"Just listen to us. I should be there by your side specially now that you need us. But I left you here. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry baby" I burst in tears placing kisses all over her face and once again hugging her tight.