Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 109

Cheryl's P.O.V.
I woke up with a heavy heart. I'm use to waking up alone or either with my daughter beside us, but the events last night came flashing through my mind. And it was making my heart numb. I don't understand why she has to do that. Isn't my love enough for her, She said she loves us but why did she did that.

Questions that I keep asking that I can't accept the answers. Maybe it's just for a show or she just said that out of guilt and now, I feel empty. I gave Katy so much love and she just wasted it. Now I have nothing left.

I didn't even realize that I'm crying until I felt my pillow damped. I think I won't ever stop crying. Even though she broke my heart, I still miss her already. I miss the old us. Mornings that I will wake up and found her sprawled out in bed with hair covering her face. That would always make me smile. But the vision of her kissing John broke my heart completely. I don't know what to feel anymore.

Bzzz Bzzz

I snap out of my little world and turn to pick my phone on the bedside table to see Kimberley calling...Maybe she's ringing us to find out about the proposal. The proposal that never happened.

'Hello'

'Cheryl, I hate to ruin your morning but... Is it true? You and Katy had a huge fight? It's all in the front page'. She knows. I let out a shaky breath and bit my lip.

'Babe...'

'K-Katy and I broke up.' I sniff as I got out of bed carefully so I won't wake Max and walked out to the balcony and that's where I let the tears go.

'Oh Cheryl.'

'I saw her kissing John. I saw it with my own two eyes. That killed us Kimba.'

Author's P.O.V.
'Where are you?'

'We're staying at a hotel and I booked a flight at 9am. We're going back there cause I don't want to be here.' She buried her face in her palm as she cries her heart out. Kimberley on the other hand never witness Cheryl cries this hard before. Before when Ashley would cheat on her, she would cry at night but that's it. But now, she can already sense that Cheryl hasn't stop crying and she finds herself getting emotional too. Her best friend is hurt and she can't even do anything to help her.

'Mam?' Cheryl immediately straightened up and wiped her tears. She doesn't like her daughter seeing her cry. She wants to be strong in front of others but she knows to herself that she's weak on the inside.

'I'll call you later.' Cheryl whispered and with that she ended the call and composed herself before turning to look at her daughter and offer her a small smile making Max sigh. She knows what her Mam is doing; she's just trying to act strong.

'How long have you've been there?'

'Not long, I just woke up. Who're you talking to?'

'Just Kimberley. Now let's go inside and call room service for breakfast.' Cheryl walked to her daughter and plants a kiss on her daughter's head and walk past her. Maxene was also broken at the thought that her Mam would still pretend that she's okay even in front of her. But she knows that there's nothing she can do except being with her always and helping her to get back to herself or even so she can make her parents get back together.

After a long flight Cheryl and Max had arrived back in London where they are met by tons of paps crowding the area. But she's not surprised about it because she knows that it was already in the papers but all they know is that they had a huge fight. They don't know that they already broke up.

Cheryl and Max struggle to get in the car with the help of the guards but the questions that they are firing to them was all too much that as soon as they got in the car, a tear escaped from Cheryl's eye, which she immediately wiped away although Max saw it already. So she took her Mam's hand and leans on to her side giving her some comfort which in return Cheryl gave her a small smile before turning and look through the window.

The journey home was filled with silence. No one was talking. Max was tired and was slowly falling asleep while Cheryl was in her own world again. And as time pass by, they finally got home. A home that she used to share with Katy and her daughter. A home that was built for the three of them.

'We're here.' Joe said as he turns the engine off. Cheryl sighed and gave the man a small smile before turning to her daughter who was already asleep beside her.

'Maxene...babe we're here' Cheryl gently stroked Max's cheek waking her up. Max eyes slowly flutter open and that's the only time she realized that they were home making her sat up straight but kept her hand clasped with her Mam's.

'Let's go...' Cheryl said as she opened the door and climbed out then guided Max out. They walked towards the front door and Cheryl unlocked it opening the door. They both got in followed by Joe who was carrying their suitcases and placed it at the bottom of the stairs.

'Thanks Joe.' Joe gave Cheryl a smile before walking out of the house closing the door behind him. Cheryl stood at the bottom of the stairs while Max went towards her dog playing with him. She stares at the pictures posted on the wall and framed pictures that are placed on top of the furnace.

'Mam...' Cheryl snapped out of her daze and turn to look at her daughter who's standing in the middle of the front room with Wacky sitting beside her.

'I'll just be in my room.' Cheryl whispered and with that she walked upstairs. She bit her lip as her vision got blurred by the tears that were daring to come out. She walked in her room closing the door behind her and collapse on the bed where she and Katy use to cuddle all day just enjoying each other's company.

Cheryl let the tears fall. She can still smell Katy's sweet scent on her pillow. And she knows to herself that she can't go on without her. But what Katy did hurt her a lot. So now, she's lost.

Katy locked herself in her room that day, just curled up in the middle of the bed with her phone clasp in her hand. Mascara tracks down her cheeks as she stared at nothing. Her mind is consumed by Cheryl. Her eyes, the way she looked at her every day. Her lips, the way the words just roll out her perfect lips. Her smile, the way it makes Katy melt every time she sees it. Her kisses; how they keep her up all day and her touch. They send tingles down her spine.

But right now, she's all alone. There's no Cheryl holding her or kissing her, just her and her f*cked up thoughts and guilt running through her veins.

She has a flight tomorrow for Toronto but she doesn't bother packing her things up cause all she cares about is Cheryl. She called her a hundred times already but it always goes straight to voice mail. Until now, she's hoping that Cheryl would finally answer her call but she would always get disappointed because she still gets no response from her. Not even a single text.

This time she tries again. The tears flow down her cheeks as she pressed call for the hundredth time and slowly brought her phone right against her ear hearing it ring again then the familiar Geordie accent that she loves rings in her ears. It went straight to voice mail again.

'H-Hi again... Y-you might be tired of me already. But baby I miss you so much... I-I don't know what to do anymore... I know that- uhm.. I know there's no chance... But I won't give up on you. I love you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry, it was a stupid mistake. I swear it was nothing. Y-You're the one that I want. Baby.' And with that Katy broke down again.

'I miss you so much' She sniff as she buried her face on the sheets taking Cheryl's pillow and hugging it tight. She was totally broken and she knows she can't hide it anymore
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Katy's on a plane to Toronto and still all she can think about is Cheryl. How is she. What is she doing at the moment. Is she eating properly and taking of herself.

Until now, she's not recieving any calls or text from Cheryl or her daughter. But she clearly understands. Its her fault that they are ignoring her.

Her management knows that Katy is not in the right state right now and they know that the tour is on the line.

Katy is broken and they can't push her to be hyper and be happy when on stage cause she's the total opposite of that. And they can already feel the change.

Katy hasn't spoke a word since they got out of Katy's house. She's so quiet and constantly looking at her phone and sometimes they would caught her tearing up. She's totally broken..and no one can fix her...Only Cheryl and Max.