Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 135

I'm winning, just a final lap. He's just behind me and I increased my speed again. Now, I'm on full speed.

I was about to drift when I felt my tire popped sending the wheel to go out of control and all I hear is the screeching sound that my car is making as it hit the wall sending pain to my left arm and that's when I start to feel like everything's in slow motion.

And my mind went to mam. Remembering her state when she literally begged me not to race which I promise I wouldn't do it again. But I just threw that away.

I closed my eyes as I felt the impact on my left shoulder and that's the time the car slows down and came to a stop in the middle of the track.

"F*ck" I muttered under my breath. I can't believe I'm still conscious right now but all I really want is to go home.

Suddenly, I heard sirens coming and I hear Gab's voice and he other racers. I moved feeling a sharp pain on my left arm, I think I broke it. I looked at it and saw blood dripping on my suit. I also felt pain on my neck but I still struggle to open the door and get out of the car.

I need to go home

"Max!" I ignore the calls and hold my car for support, my legs are giving up on me. If I just listened to Mam, this wouldn't happen. All of this would not be f*cking happening.

I removed my helmet with my good arm and threw it on the track. I lean on my car closing my eyes regreting every single thing I've done tonight.

I've let Mam down. I lied to her. I feel so stupid. So f*cking stupid. I feel hot tears starts to fill my eyes at the same time I felt a hand on my back.

"Max, let's get you to the hospital. You're bleeding too much." Is that true, cause I don't even really feel my arm anymore.

"Gab, I'm gonna go home." I whispered as I stood up straight wiping my tears and with that I turn and struggle my way across the track.

"Max! I'll take you to the hospital."

"Gab, I just want to go home"

"Your arm should be trea-"

"I don't f*cking care. I just want to go home!" I snapped turning heads towards us.

"I f*cking told you I dropped racing, Now look where it got me. So just please leave me the f*ck alone. I'm going home." I turned and walked away. I made my way out of the arena and call a cab.

I was slowly feeling the pain in my arm and it f*cking hurts. I got in the cab and gave the driver the address so then he stepped on it.

"Miss do you need help its like you're bleeding" I look up through the rear view mirror to see him looked at me.

"No, I'm fine." I gave him a small smile as I look out the window.

How will I explain this. They would probably hate me. I should've listen. I should've dropped it completely. I shouldn't have agreed with this. I can already picture Mam's eyes looking at me with full disappointment. Now I don't know what to do.
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As soon as the driver stopped infront of our enormous gate, I paid him not caring about how much I've given him. I just immediately got out of the car and got in through the gates with the duplicate keys I've stolen ftom the kitchen draws.

By this time I was feeling so weak as I walk against the graveled path and tears are in my eyes cause my whole left arm and shoulder are in extreme pain. When it moves, it makes a cracking sound and I can't turn my neck anymore. I think my attack is also coming.

I let myself in the house closing the door behind me. I don't care about anything anymore as I dropped down the floor crying my heart out. Because it f*cking hurts, the pain in my arm and the pain that I will cause Mam when she founds out I've disobeyed her and just threw my promise.