Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 62

Cheryl's P.O.V.

Its been two days and Max changed a bit. Honestly, I'm still upset with this Emily girl. I want to talk to her properly but I kbow Max won't let me do that. First time I saw that girl, I was unsure of her already and she's always not around. Always traveling, sh*tty excuses she made only to find oyt she's the mole of the mean girls at her school.

"Hey, baby you alright?" I whispered sitting myself on her bed. She's been in bed for two days. Just getting up to eat or to take a shower then go back to bed again and I'm worrying that this will continue.

"Hmm." She burries her head to her pillow and pull the duvet over her head making me sigh. I look to the side and saw Wacky sleeping again at the bottom of the bed.

"Maxene..You know what you need? A hot chocolate to boost you up." I cheered a bit to lighten up the mood and it seems its not working.

"With strawberries dipped in chocolate. I know that's your favorite. All you need us to get up."

"Mam...I'm not in the mood." Now this is really serious. Strawberries dipped in chocolate always kept her up. She can't get enough of those and now she doesn't want them.

I sighed and gently pull the duvet down revealing staring at the wall making let out a breath. I hate seeing her like this. Its tearing my world apart.

"You want to let it out?" She doesn't respond for a while but then she sighed and sat up bringing her knees up to her chest hugging them close.

"Why's everything like this mam.."

"Like what baby.." I moved closer to her guiding her head to rest on my chest as I put my arm around her. I swalliw the lump forming in my throat and just stroke her hair.

"Like no one likes me.." I pulled away and held her face in my hands.

"That's not true and you know it..I love you, your mum loves you, your nan loves you, the girls..your dad. They all love you.." I desperately look deep in her eyes finding some spark on them but nothing. She's just looking at us with a blank expression. Blank and dull green eyes staring back at us.

"Emily said she loves me...But then why did she leave..Dad, I'm not sure..He doesn't care for me anymore...The girls didn't want me in the first place

..You also..." My heart stopped and my brows knitted together as my eyes started to get hot from the tears daring to come out.

"You forgot about me at some point.. I thought if you truly love someone ,you would never forget about them, whatever happens." My hand dropped as she looked away. I sat there speechless, I didn't know she was still carrying that.

"Everyone who always says 'i love you' will eventually leave. Right?" She lets out a sad laugh. She's trying to make the situation funny. Just so she can't break. That she won't cry but its good to have a cry sometimes.

"Babe, I had an accident that time.."

"Then why only me...You remembered them all even the x factor thing...And you already met me at that time..."

"Ba-"

"We both know you don't know the answer to that..." That's when the tears fall..I don't know how to fix this..How to fix her.

Max's P.O.V.

We sat here on my room side by side in silence. I didn't know I had still these feelings in me. But I notice everytime something goes bad, The past is coming back to me contributing to what I'm already going through.

I'm not gonna lie but I once blame mam for my sh*tty life. If she did just took care of us, then it wouldn't be like this. But I know its wrong to blame someone. In fact, I'm the one who should be blamed for this. If I would've done something in my life, this won't happen.