Sirens (Cheryl fanfic)

Chapter 46

I walked in the orphanage and the sound of the children's laughter fills the air and I'm hoping to avoid them but it seems Mark noticed me enter.

"Max, your back. I-"

"I'm not in the mood today Mark. I'll just head up." And with that I walk pass him ignoring him complete. I walk upstairs and head to my room. I got in and slam the door behind me. I collapse in bed letting out a loud sigh.

I thought I could get to celebrate my birthday this week with my family but it seems like my birthday is happening here again.

How stupid I am to think that my life will change and finally be happy. In the sixteen years of my life, I learned that its not all sweets and rainbows life can be, it includes daggers and thunderstorms and in my case there are more thunderstorms than rainbows.

I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt my pillow getting damped. It was becoming a hobby of mine to cry everynight. It was like the drama in my life won't stop until the day comes and I can feel that that day is only days away.

Two moths ago the doctor said that I can last four to seven months but I think that depends on what I've been doing. I'm all stressed up, I'm depressed, I'm not eating, I'm not sleeping either. I'm not taking up my meds. And it really affects my body that much. I'll only be lasting for this week cause I can't deny that I'm already giving up. Cause I can't take drama anymore. I just want yo be in peace with nothing to worry and think about. Nothing to be afraid of cause I know...I know that I'm safe.

Cheryl's P.O.V.

Its the 14th of November on Friday. Its her birthday. The moment I never get to celebrate with her and it seems now I won't be seeing her and celebrate with her. It was the moment I've been waiting for. Its all planned out. All of her gifts are in the guest room. I bought it before the day the accident happened. Its in the plan that we'll go out of the country go wherever she wants. I'll take her to that place. I want to make her birthday so special cause I might not be celebrating with her next year.

"The house is pretty quiet this days.." Katy whispered beside me. Its true, it had gone quiet since the shouting Max and I did before the accident. And I miss my Maxene so much that I still want her to shout at us.

"Babe..."

"Hmm"

"Can we visit Max today?" I whispered as I look at her. She turn to us with a sigh and worried eyes." She didn't said we can't visit her. I want to see her Katy."

"Babe, I want to tell you something... Max told me yesterday somethings.." I felt intrigued on what she said.

"When you told her that she...Uhm that s-she was a mistake.." My body tensed up. I started shaking my head in disagreement.

"I-I didn't...I didn't mean that."

"I know..I know. She knows that too.. But you see..It left a deep mark.. Its all she ever thinks about... Just give her ti-"

"No Katy, There's no time..." My lips started to tremble but I do my best to keep the tears in. "I want to see her, I want to hold my baby.."

Katy held me as I started to breakdown. Something tells me that I need to see her. That I need to be with her and that scares me. Cause maybe the next time I see her she'll be saying goodbye to us.. Forever.

"I need to see her Katy just take me to her please...I'm begging you." I was crying uncontrollably and I can't stop.

"Babe..Tomorrow okay..I'll take you to her tomorrow..I promise."

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Max's P.O.V.

I was woken up by the knocking on my door and even though my head is banging from all the crying I did last night, I still manage to got up from bed and as soon as I opened the door, I immediately felt arms around me snapping me out of my sleepy state.